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life is repetitive these days
i work a good amount and sleep even more
i've come to the decision that it takes about 2(and a half) to 3 years
until everyone you know is able to see through the bullshit and fascade.
at this point they will either prove to be a valuable friend or will turn on you with the slightest of ease.
i feel like an alien these days. i don't understand a goddamn thing about what makes human beings tick. we are irrational and cold. the process of work and general human relations seem to dictate a "what have you done for me lately?" mentality. it's a constant upward (or downward, depending on how you look at it) process of give and take. Whereas it the foundations of these human relations should be built upon general care and concern, they are instead built upon lofty expectations and spoiled ambitions. i'm tired of the status quo, at least that regarding emotion, practice, and contribution. because no one really cares and as far as i'm concerned, there's no point in expecting anything out of anyone!
the battle will rage on
i work a good amount and sleep even more
i've come to the decision that it takes about 2(and a half) to 3 years
until everyone you know is able to see through the bullshit and fascade.
at this point they will either prove to be a valuable friend or will turn on you with the slightest of ease.
i feel like an alien these days. i don't understand a goddamn thing about what makes human beings tick. we are irrational and cold. the process of work and general human relations seem to dictate a "what have you done for me lately?" mentality. it's a constant upward (or downward, depending on how you look at it) process of give and take. Whereas it the foundations of these human relations should be built upon general care and concern, they are instead built upon lofty expectations and spoiled ambitions. i'm tired of the status quo, at least that regarding emotion, practice, and contribution. because no one really cares and as far as i'm concerned, there's no point in expecting anything out of anyone!
the battle will rage on