Again with the cruel world...
Kitty's gone... we had to have him put to sleep this morning. A few weeks ago he got sick and wasn't eating, and then it looked like he was getting better. He was starting to move around again and eat food. Last week, he wouldn't get up anymore. He stopped eating, he started going to the bathroom uncontrollably wherever he was laying, and his throat started to swell. He didn't sleep last night, and he started having trouble breathing. The medicine we gave him wasn't working, and today he became unresponsive. We had to have him put to sleep. I hate this... I hate how I've had to do this to 4 pets in the last 5 years. Seeing their face just before they leave, the guilt starts to sink in. Like, was there anything else we could've done? I feel so empty now, and I know tonight when I go to bed, the pain will sink in. I'm not okay right now.