its been awhile
This week I am on vacation in florida doing all sorts of new and exciting things with my family. At the same time I am doing a lot of thinking about life(school/profession in general) and it sucks. My first semester at gsu was horrible which landed me in academic warning, and just recently after last semester I am on academic supervision. I have not told my parents and I don't know how or when I am going to tell them. I just know when i tell them they are going to take me out of gsu and put me in a smaller college. Not only is school making my life a living hell but so are many other things.(regretful decisions with drugs, and simply being gay.(I don't want to be this way))
in the end; I messed up, and god messed up. and eternal sleep would be nice.