In the end, everyone moves on...
After reading Misaki's sincerelyy weblog, I was reminded with 2008 Beijing Olympic Games volunteer sign up. How I wish I can go to Beijing in that year... Unfortunately, due to my co-op only program, I have summer courses at university in 2008 (I want to graduate EARLY!!!).
I left Windsor in a hurry, without saying goodbye to my one and only best friend Christina. I felt very bad because of this, and she does not come online either. Basically, the only way for me to communicate with her is through email. I don't even have a photo of us together... Even if it is true that everyone moves on in their lives, this will always be a challenge for me to forget and move on without her. Kobayashi forever~~~ =D
I thank her from the first day we met. I sat behind her in Grade 10 math class. With her happiness and easy-going personality opened up the reticent me. Possibly the only one who knows me very well next to my parents is her. People and friends I met at Guelph are very kind. They are not the same however, there is a wall between us. I could not say everything to them like I used to tell everything to Christina. I suppose that is the difference between advancing from elementary school to high school, and from high school to university. In the past four years of high school, I never liked Massey and always thought all of them were not very nice people. The only one who made me happy was Christina. Now to reflect on everything, it is not the school or people that I disliked, it was my reticent side, and never gave myself a chance to know others well. I actually miss Massey~ o___O'' Very surprising to know that for myself.
On Friday, I went to the church for bible study with a friend who lives on the same floor. Before we were about the leave from the church, we found a seagull on the parking lot... poor bird out in the coldness... Apparently, its legs were tied together and there was something stuck in its mouth... with the priest's help that night, the seagull was moved to inside where the place was warmer. The surviving chance for the bird is low. I will be surprised if it managed to survive. Someone must hated the church, or the bird, based on what my cousin was saying. The priest's class was very interesting and lively. Unlike the church classes I attended in Windsor, which were boring to death. Convince me that God exists before I become a Christian. I do not believe or follow anything blindly.
The weather is very cold in Guelph. I assume it is colder than in Windsor. My cousin went back to TO, don't tell him that if you are reading this ==> it is a boring weekend without him here.
I should stop sleeping this late, this is absolutely insanity... to sleep after midnight... I think it was yesterday when I talked to Dawei online, he told me he wants to send Christina a plushy doll, but then he doesn't know her address. -___-'' If only I know... It is her birthday soon...
I left Windsor in a hurry, without saying goodbye to my one and only best friend Christina. I felt very bad because of this, and she does not come online either. Basically, the only way for me to communicate with her is through email. I don't even have a photo of us together... Even if it is true that everyone moves on in their lives, this will always be a challenge for me to forget and move on without her. Kobayashi forever~~~ =D
I thank her from the first day we met. I sat behind her in Grade 10 math class. With her happiness and easy-going personality opened up the reticent me. Possibly the only one who knows me very well next to my parents is her. People and friends I met at Guelph are very kind. They are not the same however, there is a wall between us. I could not say everything to them like I used to tell everything to Christina. I suppose that is the difference between advancing from elementary school to high school, and from high school to university. In the past four years of high school, I never liked Massey and always thought all of them were not very nice people. The only one who made me happy was Christina. Now to reflect on everything, it is not the school or people that I disliked, it was my reticent side, and never gave myself a chance to know others well. I actually miss Massey~ o___O'' Very surprising to know that for myself.
On Friday, I went to the church for bible study with a friend who lives on the same floor. Before we were about the leave from the church, we found a seagull on the parking lot... poor bird out in the coldness... Apparently, its legs were tied together and there was something stuck in its mouth... with the priest's help that night, the seagull was moved to inside where the place was warmer. The surviving chance for the bird is low. I will be surprised if it managed to survive. Someone must hated the church, or the bird, based on what my cousin was saying. The priest's class was very interesting and lively. Unlike the church classes I attended in Windsor, which were boring to death. Convince me that God exists before I become a Christian. I do not believe or follow anything blindly.
The weather is very cold in Guelph. I assume it is colder than in Windsor. My cousin went back to TO, don't tell him that if you are reading this ==> it is a boring weekend without him here.
I should stop sleeping this late, this is absolutely insanity... to sleep after midnight... I think it was yesterday when I talked to Dawei online, he told me he wants to send Christina a plushy doll, but then he doesn't know her address. -___-'' If only I know... It is her birthday soon...