hate
i hate people. i really do sometimes.
i no longer feel the need to mingle or talk or socialise unless i really like you or think you will be a good contact to have. nothing makes me feel better than being on the tram or bus alone with my zen. blocking out all noise from the other yabbing passengers. i hate people who talk too loudly in public places. or kids who giggle/talk loudly/scream at each other to attract attention. im a biased person really... sometimes. i know the kind of people that i like... and the kind that i dont *shudders* and those are the kind i ignore or step away from. i cant stand frivolous talk... what clothes/makeup/earrings you recently acquired or where the latest sales are. i dont care.
i hate it when everything i say, do, or THINK is immediately considered wrong. when people you thought were friends can so suddenly become stuff you dont even want to think about. i hate it when people jump into conclusions before putting themselves in your shoes... before understanding your situation and feelings at that moment. and there are those who brush off your worries as if they dont matter because they're more mature or better than you are. riiiight. sometimes it pains me to think that i have to get through certain days of the week just being around annoying people. ooo i feel like throwing things around >.< im fed up. need a break.
and then there are ppl like faye ♥ who made me feel all the better in no time at all. jv too ^^ its great talking to you guys.
my birthday is coming up soon. i dont wanna think about it since im alone in another country and dont feel like celebrating.
i no longer feel the need to mingle or talk or socialise unless i really like you or think you will be a good contact to have. nothing makes me feel better than being on the tram or bus alone with my zen. blocking out all noise from the other yabbing passengers. i hate people who talk too loudly in public places. or kids who giggle/talk loudly/scream at each other to attract attention. im a biased person really... sometimes. i know the kind of people that i like... and the kind that i dont *shudders* and those are the kind i ignore or step away from. i cant stand frivolous talk... what clothes/makeup/earrings you recently acquired or where the latest sales are. i dont care.
i hate it when everything i say, do, or THINK is immediately considered wrong. when people you thought were friends can so suddenly become stuff you dont even want to think about. i hate it when people jump into conclusions before putting themselves in your shoes... before understanding your situation and feelings at that moment. and there are those who brush off your worries as if they dont matter because they're more mature or better than you are. riiiight. sometimes it pains me to think that i have to get through certain days of the week just being around annoying people. ooo i feel like throwing things around >.< im fed up. need a break.
and then there are ppl like faye ♥ who made me feel all the better in no time at all. jv too ^^ its great talking to you guys.
my birthday is coming up soon. i dont wanna think about it since im alone in another country and dont feel like celebrating.