ok so it is three something in the morning and i'm drunk. what the crap?
My new personal motto; "motto fukaku"
for crying out loud. what the crap was i thinking? Oh yeah i was thinging that going to monday night club would be a good idea. Wrong. 1.jeaousy. 2.lust 3.self-loathing. 4.a little more lust.
thoes are just a few thing i was feeling. and for crap's sake, i'm drunk on a monday night.
man i dont want to talk about this but i'm going to. i know this sounds really whore-ish, but i dont want ervin to be the only guy i sleep with. i want to play the field a little. NOT a lot, just with a choice few. but, man i know this is bad, i still want to be able to pick up where i was with ervin after i sample a bit of what others have to offer. not in the realtionship department, just on the sexual side.
ok. i need to stop this rant. i've had too much to drink and i'll regret it in the morning.
for crying out loud. what the crap was i thinking? Oh yeah i was thinging that going to monday night club would be a good idea. Wrong. 1.jeaousy. 2.lust 3.self-loathing. 4.a little more lust.
thoes are just a few thing i was feeling. and for crap's sake, i'm drunk on a monday night.
man i dont want to talk about this but i'm going to. i know this sounds really whore-ish, but i dont want ervin to be the only guy i sleep with. i want to play the field a little. NOT a lot, just with a choice few. but, man i know this is bad, i still want to be able to pick up where i was with ervin after i sample a bit of what others have to offer. not in the realtionship department, just on the sexual side.
ok. i need to stop this rant. i've had too much to drink and i'll regret it in the morning.