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So she's punishing herself. She can't study for finals because she is so sad. She is crying constantly. I've spent every night since we've broken up watching her sob and trying to calm her. First year law school grades are so important. It almost matters as much as going to law school. She's throwing it all away. She says she doesn't care anymore. She doesn't care about anything. She's killing her future. And its killing me. I'd do anything for her to be better. This is too much. First she chooses the time to break up, and because of that she's too sad to take her finals well. All i did was tell the truth, and now all i wish is i lied and took it on the chin for the summer. This is terrible. The worst thing is that worrying about her is affecting how I study for finals too. Well, ok, second to worst thing.
From now on i'm sticking to meaningless hookups and one night stands
From now on i'm sticking to meaningless hookups and one night stands