PART 2
After i comeback with KAT-TUN, i start to think that i should give up on watching KAT-TUN 6's clip cause, you know, it's too hard for me, i think i could stick with the past and left KAT-TUN 5. As the result, i watch and download all clips of KAT-TUN5's website and find that i'm deeply in love with them, but i feel that's not enough, so i watch Cartoon KAT-TUN and love them more, i listen to their old songs, watch their old video and i realize i love KAT-TUN 6 nin more than 5 nin. It's not because i'm Jin's fan or something, it's just KAT-TUN is the combination of 6 strong character, so if a person don't appear, i will feel empty, i used to have that emotion when i see KAT-TUN without Taguchi in Music Station. Jin is the best voice, so without him, i feel like empty. Ofcourse, KAT-TUN 5 nin now could sing his part but it's not as great as Jin. Cartoon KAT-TUN make me love 6nin more and i hate the fact that i can't hate Jin. I love Kame and see how hard he try, i want to hate Jin cause his selfishness.
But I can't get over Jin, this is an emotional problem, not something that you can change. For about 1 month, i think i can except the fact of KAT-TUN now, they do great right? But the sales are low, the fandom become smalller and smaller make me feel like: What's wrong? Jin's fans are that crowded? Then, i listen to all KAT-TUN's songs now and realize the songs are not as great as before. Is that just the taste of music? No, it's not! I chat with many KAT-TUN's fans and they feel that too, but they won't speak loudly because they scare of Hyphen now and don't want to deny KAT-TUN's hard work. But me, as usual, being a fool and speak loudly =))) I thought you could open your heart in the fandom, but no,, you can't! I mean, really? Are they really love KAT-TUN right now? KAT-TUN now is great but...NORMAL! The tearm NORMAL should not be include in KAT-TUN cause like many Hyphens know, those guys are not NORMAL at all! They are unique! Their character are strong, individual and show-off, KAT-TUN dances like a bunch of crazy, sings wrong lyrics and jump around like eccentric, they can not even talk properly and that's why they gain many fans. When i said that, those crazy girls talk like punching in my face and said:"You don't know anything about KAT-TUN, having no díscipline are good? They have to do more to show that they are great boyband and you dinied their hardwork, what a fool! You are not deserve to be Hyphen!". Come on, really ???? Having no discipline is one of the best thing of KAT-TUN! Who needs them dance properly? who needs them show their bond? Who need them use wise talk? KAT-TUN is the best when they are nature as themselve. You said i don't know anything about them cause i'm still new? Seriously, love them for many years doesn't mean you know them at all, many fans i know love them from the time they are not debut but still left them and get in another group. I don't know them actually, i don't meet them in real life and i don't even send them my gifts or letter either, but you guys don't meet them in real life either. Otherwise, the "stupid bitch" like me know theri emotion better than you because i have many characters like them and have been in the similar situation as them, and my consequences are the same too! Do you know why KAT-TUN have a ton of fans when they just establish for 1 year, they can't even release a song and more than 550.000 asked them do the concert? That's because the EGO my dear! EGO! Never have a group with such a strong character, individual members like that. People want to watch KAT-TUN because they are too tired of being like other people,they want to stand out but have no courage, and then they saw KAT-TUN, how can a group has so many individual characters like that? How can they work as a team? Their dancing is not steady! They sing wrong lyrics! Oh, their ego appear too much! Is that a group? More and more people find that KAT-TUN is interesting and have personality, which is something they can't find in real life. That's why KAT-TUN get much attention!
Being right now is not good? No! Being right now is good too, when they are more mature, they have to more being like a group, show their commitment, dance properly and sing better than before, that's great! After Jin's case i truely hope they could connect each other more because if they don't, who knows if another member would leave the group or not. But my dear, they should do that for1-2 year, now is the 3rd year without JIin, they should realize that they don't have to change, don't have to grown up, don't have to have commitment like ARASHI, just be yourself and being crazy like your true character. In this part, some people could think that i don't know them, blah blah... but i can realize how hard they try to hide their EGO in the performance and talking, ofcourse, they still make fun to each other but still try to calm and look cool =) You might think that i have no proves but sometimes, it's just the feeling between fans and idols. Many Hyphen see their performance nowadays to watch if KAT-TUN make mistakes cuase they like it, love to see these guys make mistakes. After 1 performance, most of website i know hang on the gifs with KAT-TUN made mistake, such as To The Limit: Nakamaru dance in wrong position and jump into Koki, or Fumetsu: Ueda laughed in the part they put their hand on each other and those moments are priceless! That's the prove of how Hyphen want KAT-TUN to be in the past.
I said i like KAT-TUN's rock and some crazy girls, again, jump into my blog and write a long comment:"Haha, you don't know anything about KAT-TUN, they sings many genre of songs, how could you want them to sing rock!". OK, here is it, i just say i like KAT-TUN's rock cause that's the genre that reveal themselve much! For example, "Fall down", and KAT-TUN's TTL, FnS have rockish sound so they make mistake more than dance song =)))It's great! I know they sing many genres, being a fan that's mean at least i have to listen to their songs right? So don't act like you know better than me, cause you don't! The point is: "They can sing any songs they like but please reveal your individual ego on stage cause KAT-TUN enjoy it!"