Wow. Feel the love from my dementia mother…
Just wow. Tonight she's showing her true colors in all their twisted and cruel glory.
She had me go grocery shopping late at night alone while she ordered in pizza from some Italian restaurant I've never heard of. When I came back she and my sister (who gets roped into obeying my mother just to appease her) were sitting down watching a tv show, eating like I wasn't even there while I put away both their groceries and now I get to eat reheated Chinese leftovers. Just… Dang. She hasn't done something like that for a while. I'd almost forgotten how mean she can be sometimes.
Another day in the life of me. The unforgivable daughter.
Well, whatever. I'm going to catch up on Magi and Noragami with some Hunter x Hunter mixed in while eating the chocolate I snuck. Later I might buy some anime. Everybody has their vices that serve to make them feel just a little better when the world is being mean. X3
Sorry for the complaining. Sometimes I feel like if I don't vent it somewhere I'll lose my brain. I use to vent to my sister, but she is super stressed with work and I don't want to stress her out even more. She's doing a lot better healthwise and I don't want to make her worse with my issues. She means a lot to me since she's one of two people who are actually kind to me. It always shocks me when they care and I don't want to lose them for the world. Oh, the other person is my father. His lives like 7 states away and I really want to visit, but nither he nor I can afford a plane ticket. My lack of income is another story for another time.
Anyway, if you've read this far you're either a really kind a person who is interested in my tales or you're just interested in "at least I'm not as bad as her" tales. Either way you read this far so thank you and sorry for the one girl pity party. ← I say in a jesting and joking manner not as a mean statement. ;3
Laters for now.