Feeling better

[kamelslayer]

So now that I can be completely honest with people, and yes I did say CAN, I feel totally free. I don't worry about what anyone fucking thinks anymore. It's so...liberating....almost like all of a sudden I see everything in a whole new light. Like religion, for a long time I considered myself an atheist...now I'm more like a deist, I belive that "god" or, YHWH if you prefer, made the earth started the wheels for evolution, and kinda was like, "fuck it" and left. and I am kinda happy about it.that leaves my destiny in my hands not some higher power with ulterior motives...Yeah, so I just realized I've spent more time tonight thinking about religion than probably ever in my whole fucking life. What the fuck? I am pretty fucked in the head I guess..So I think I might actually feel an emotion for someone, other than coldly calculating methodically plotting funseeking that is, and I dunno if I like it or not...is that creepy?
Someone tell me if it is...

Viel glück in leben, und reist immer die weniger überquerte straße,
THom