I don’t think I have enough time in my hands right now to write an elaborate post about this day. If only I can, I might write three-page-long-in-word-document post and I’ll even think that it’s not enough. It makes me even more depressed with the thought of how shitty my life has been for the past few months and couldn’t even write a proper happy birthday message to the guy who gives me life in this hellhole called the ‘real world’.
So I’ll just have a few additions to the post that I did exactly a year ago here
http://kamelli.livejournal.com/23472.html. I just knew that my list will be never-ending and I had to update every now and then. So…
To the guy that...
Made me think cross-dressing is totally fine
Made me kiss my nephew more often
Made me think that groping his ass would be awesome.lol
I only like even if he’s somewhat cheesy (Just realized that I hate cheesy guys. Kame is an exception though)
Makes me blush everytime I hear his voice while singing Aishiteru Kara
Made me copy his hair style (in some way I did succeed.XD)
Made me want to defy even my future that is written in the cards
Made me want to learn how to cook (and be good at it imagining that I can cook for him someday)
Makes me feel that my day is complete with just hearing him sing and seeing him smile (damn I’m blushing)
Made me work hard to earn money for my fangirling needs
Captured my heart, in every meaning of the term
Made me want to play baseball and started researching on how to play it
Makes me think seeing him singing live is one of the greatest things why I love him as an idol
Makes me want to be into photography more
Is the embodiment of patience
Makes me determined that I have to do what I have to
That I just can’t let go to
HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY, KAMENASHI KAZUYA!!
Just stay the way you are and I’ll love you even more every single day.