Dec 29, 2005 01:39
soo...I have been thinking...
christmas sucked this year...not b/c of presents but the family.
I just got done meeting this guy..earlier and I am telling you...no thanks. I don't know what it is about him..it is weird. He dresses nice, he is a nice guy, he is not bad looking, and he likes me! What is not to like? But yet something doesn't click. I hate this shit. It is like I am only attracted to mean people..this is messed up!
I hate Christmas...it makes me want a boyfriend which makes me worry. Lets put it this way...the guy I could cuddle with might like me but I wouldn't want a relationship with him b/c for one he reminds me of my EX and for two that is just not what I am looking for. But I can't help but to cuddle...what do I do?...gosh and valentines day is coming up...ugg..
I think too much!