Fridayed
Hello everybody. I'm back and I bring you a One-Shot :D
Responsible for this is definitely l8tusflower since it's her fault that I had to write this story. Thank you dear for giving me this idea <3
Oh, and of course this was inspired by Nakamaru's pictures in friday...which was back in spring or summer, I think? I'm too tired now to search for it. Anyway, I hope you enjoy reading <3
Fridayed
Pairing: Nakamaru Yuichi/Tegoshi Yuya
Rating: PG-15/R
Warnings: None in particular...maybe swearing?
genre: established relationship!, angst, fluff
disclaimer: Like always, I only own the plot but please don't steal that one, okay? ;)
summary: Facing your fears is difficult, but what if running away from them is destroying your relationship?
"Thank you Makoto, I really appreciate your help," Yuichi said while he turned to said man. When Hasebe Makoto simply smirked, he blushed. "It's really no problem Yuichi. You have to tell me who the lucky girl is one day though," the soccer player answered with a laugh. Yuichi blanched a little but nodded with a forced smile which his friend didn't seem to notice. They exchanged a few good-byes before Makoto left the Café through the back door. Once he was alone, Yuichi sighed. It was hard having to hide his sexuality, but he was afraid of the opinions of people, even of his friends. That's why he couldn't simply tell them that he was gay and dating a man.
A waitress brought him out of his thoughts as she asked him what he wanted. “Oh, I'm still waiting for someone,” he told her as he smiled apologetic. She actually blushed a little and bowed before she left again. To distract himself, Yuichi looked around the Café. He reckoned it was a good place for a secret date. There were barely any people at this time and his table was in the most secluded area. That's when Yuichi noticed a small man with a cappy that hid his blond hair, who came in through the backdoor. Yuichi instantly returned the smile his boyfriend gave him. As Yuya reached the table, he leaned down to kiss Yuichi's nose. With wide eyes the KAT-TUN member backed away and frantically looked around. No one seemed to have paid them any attention, so he calmed down. “Yuya, we're in public for heaven’s sake! What if someone saw that?” Yuichi hissed slightly annoyed.
Yuya took of his cappy and sat down opposite of his anxious boyfriend. "Babe, calm down. There's no one here who would care. Besides, this table is the most secluded here. The other guests can't even see us." Yuya combed a hand through his hair before he smiled lovingly at his boyfriend. "I missed you, Yuichi! It's been so long since we saw each other outside of work," he whispered. Yuichi still heard the scolding tone. After he looked around quickly, he grabbed Yuya's hand and squeezed it. "I'm sorry, I know that I've been kind of busy lately," he tried to console, but Yuya already shook his head, “No, we both know that the problem is not that we're busy! But let's not talk about it now. I don't want to fight with you on the few dates we have.” He didn't exactly leave time for Yuichi to respond since he raised his hand and got the attention of the waitress. “I'm taking a coffee, black please, and one Veggie Salad,” Yuya told her when she arrived at the table. Yuichi sighed inwardly. He knew his boyfriend so he knew that he was angry but suppressed it for their sake. He had to make it up to him in someway.
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Yuichi ended up inviting his boyfriend to his flat. As soon as they entered the apartment, he backed Yuya against the wall and without hesitation claimed his lips. At first there was a slight resistance since Yuya was still a little angry, but after a few seconds, he gave up. It didn't take long for Yuya's legs to wrap around Yuichi's waist. He let his hands slide into Yuichi's hair before he attacked his neck. “Don't think you're able to erase our problems this easy, but I won't deny myself the joy of sex. It's been much too long,” he murmured against the reddening skin.
Yuichi groaned and let his hand wander to his boyfriend's bottom to slap it lightly. “Behave, or this will end here and now,” he ordered though his voice told differently. That's why Yuya raised his head to smirk at him. “Oh yeah?” with a role of his hips he made Yuichi hiss, ”doesn't seem as if you're going to be able to stop,” he provoked. In a fast move Yuichi pinned the smaller man's hands to the wall, ”You really want me to lose control today, don't you?” “Yes, I definitely do!” was the half moaned response. Without another word Yuichi leaned in for another deep kiss. His hands let go of Yuya's to get a secure hold of him as he started to move away from the wall into the direction of the bedroom. Yuya took that time to attack Yuichi's neck again while one of his hands slid under his boyfriend's clothes.
By the time they reached the bedroom they had eventually lost most of their clothes and Yuya stood on his own feet again. Once more he showed his talent in multitasking. His hands were on the zipper of Yuichi's Jeans while he was kissing him mindless. At the same time he guided his boyfriend to the bed where he pushed him on to it. Yuichi released a small grunt as his back hit the sheets. He didn't have any chance to object because Yuya was already climbing over him. He stared fascinated at Yuya who looked like a cat ready to attack. His eyes turned to slits. Oh no, he wouldn't leave the control to Yuya. Sometimes Yuichi could be exceptionally fast as he pulled him closer and rolled them over so Yuya was pinned under him. His lips attached themselves to Yuya's neck. Slowly he kissed his way down to the waist of his boyfriend. With his teeth he pulled down the zipper, his eyes never leaving Yuya's face. In another fast move, the Jeans was taken of and thrown onto the floor. Going back up the way he went down, he found Yuya's lips. He didn't linger long though before he leaned towards his boyfriend's ear, “I'm going to make this a night for you to remember!”
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It was his phone which woke Yuichi. He tightened his arms around his boyfriend who had cuddled up to him. When it didn't stop, Yuya groaned and pulled the cover over his face. "For heaven's sake. Will you please answer that!" He demanded annoyed. With a roll of his eyes Yuichi felt over the night table to grab the loud device. "Moshi, moshi," he greeted, his voice hoarse from sleep. "Are you honestly still sleeping? Maru, it's already eight and you should've been here an hour ago!" Yuichi flinched slightly at Kazuya's angry tone. He shortly wondered why Kazuya was the one who called him, but he guessed his manager was occupied with the re-organization of their schedule. "I'm sorry Kame, I was out with friends yesterday and apparently forgot to set the alarm," he explained. Yuya raised his head to glare at him. As usual though, he didn't voice his obvious anger. He simply turned his back to his boyfriend and pulled the blanket tighter around himself. Yuichi sighed as he got out of the bed. He didn't have the time to fight with his boyfriend now. "I'll be there as fast as I can," he told his band mate who sighed but answered he should hurry before he hung up.
When Yuichi left the bathroom after a short shower he saw that his bedroom door was open. Noises from the kitchen told him that Yuya was up as well. He quickly dressed and went to the kitchen to get himself a coffee. Yuya leaned against the counter and already sipped a one while he checked his mobile for messages as well as his schedule. When Yuichi leaned closer for a good morning kiss, Yuya turned his head so the kiss ended up on the cheek instead. Yuichi frowned at that but simply grabbed the coffee pot to pour himself a cup. Since he was in a hurry, he emptied it with big gulps while searching for something small to eat on the way.
"You know, I said yesterday that I didn't want to talk about it, but we need to talk about this someday. I don't want to feel like your dirty little secret anymore." The annoyed tone of his boyfriend made Yuichi turn around. That Yuya wasn't even looking at him, somehow made him angry. "First off, you're definitely not my dirty little secret! I don't even understand how you can think that. Second, I really don't have the time for this right now! I'm already late because I slept in," he countered in a calm tone. Yuya snorted and finally lifted his head, "Sure, go ahead and avoid our problems again!" "Yuya,..." Yuichi tried to calm his boyfriend, but Yuya simply glared at him. "Have a nice day Nakamaru," he said with a voice cold as ice. Yuichi shook his head, "Honestly Yuya, it's you who's making this to a problem. And I really don't have the time for one of your tantrums." Without another glance he turned around, grabbed his stuff and left the apartment. Yuya had a key so he could leave whenever he wanted.
After Yuichi had left, Yuya stood rooted to his place for a long while. He should have known better then to approach this subject again - especially at a time like this - but what Yuichi had said on the phone this morning had hurt him. They've been together for over three years now and never told anyone. Wasn't he allowed to have the wish to talk with someone about it by now? With a sigh he put his coffee cup down and went to get ready for work. Maybe he should accept his boyfriend as he was. He loved him too much to let this destroy their relationship.
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It wasn't until Yuya had arrived at work that his world came crashing down on him. Over the day his mood got worse and worse, which led to a fight with Shige and a scolding from Massu. Even Keii looked at him with a frown. At the end Yuya knew he needed to see one person who he would be able to talk to, so he made a phone call. "You’re going to have a drink with me tonight," Yuya demanded as soon as the other person answered the call. The silence on the other end didn't bother him since it was normal, especially if the other person was Nishikido Ryo. "Tego-nyan, I have work late tonight and early tomorrow. I can't," he said with a sigh.
Yuya pouted, which was obvious in his voice, "I don't care! You have to or I'll get drunk alone and you don't want to leave me alone drunk, right?" Ryo frowned at that. He knew his friend so he heard the desperation. "Tego, are you alright?" he asked therefore softly. On the other end Yuya took a shuddering breath which only made Ryo more worried. "No, I'm not! I really need a friend that I can talk to Ryo," Yuya admitted in a whisper. "Okay, where do you want to meet?" Ryo instantly asked. It wasn't often anymore that Yuya came to him when he had a problem. "Thank you," Yuya said before he told Ryo about a bar he frequented.
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When Ryo arrived at the bar late that night, Yuya had already started to drink. "Ryo, finally you could finish work," the former NEWS member was greeted. Ryo took off his jacket and sat down before he nodded with a smile. Yuya tried to answer the smile but wasn't able to do it properly. He pulled a hand through his hair, "I'm sorry. My mood is so low that even Koyama exploded on me today." Ryo raised an eyebrow at that, "What the hell did you do for Koyama to explode and how does he even explode?" Yuya's lips twitched at Ryo's surprise. "I think I was absolutely unbearable today. I just couldn't stand anything or anyone. And in the end I let my frustration with myself out on everyone," he explained. Then he sighed, "Koyama shouted at me to stop acting like a child and to get a grip." Ryo snorted and shook his head. He decided not to comment on that. Instead he ordered a drink before he focused on his friend. “So, what's wrong Yuya?” he finally asked.
Yuya shifted around nervously for a while. He tossed down his drink in one go before he crossed his arms on the table and let his head fall onto them. "What...what if I tell you,..." Yuya started to murmur and Ryo had to strain his ears to hear him. "What would you say if I told you that I'm in a relationship?" Yuya continued in an obvious unsure voice. Ryo blinked confused because of his friends tone. As if being in a relationship was something abnormal. A humorless chuckle made Ryo frown. Yuya lifted his head and finally looked at him directly with a sad smile. "What if I tell you that I'm in a relationship with a man?" he explained more precisely.
Before Ryo could react, Yuya had grabbed his friends beer and downed it in one go as well. Afterwards he licked his lips. Ryo could only gape at him. It took him a while until what Yuya said settled into his mind. "Wait, wait, wait. A man?" He asked in disbelieve. Yuya bit his lower lip as he slowly nodded. Ryo sighed before he stood up to take a seat next to his friend and lay an arm around his shoulders in a brotherly way. "It's alright Yuya. I'm totally fine with you dating a man. Though I am surprised because you never showed any interest in men outside of work," Ryo tried to soothe the younger man. Yuya hid his face in his hands. "You know I don't care what you or anyone thinks," he said with a sigh, "it's just not something I go around telling everyone.” "Why are you telling me then?", Ryo questioned confused. "Because I need someone who I can talk to," Yuya confessed.
He pulled a pack of cigarettes from his jacket and Ryo's eyes widened in shock, "Yuya, since when do you smoke?" The mentioned man snorted as he took one out, brought it to his lips and lit it. After his first drag, Yuya exhaled slowly. "Since I'm at my limit," he explained, "besides it's the first time I'm talking about this for fucks sake." Ryo snorted and stole a cigarette from his friend. Yuya's glare couldn't keep Ryo from lighting it. "So shoot," Ryo started, "and tell me what exactly is wrong, other than you dating a man. Which is nothing wrong at all." With a sigh Yuya rubbed a hand over his face,"I think my boyfriend is cheating on me." Ryo's "HUH?" was so loud that a few people turned to them for a moment. Yuya took another drag before he began to pour his heart out to Ryo.
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Yuichi jolted awake when he heard a commotion at his front door. He had fallen asleep in front of the TV and now frowned at the time. Another loud crash and a groan got him to move. There was only one person who would come this late and had a key. Just as he had gotten up, his boyfriend stumbled in. All Yuichi could do at the drunk state of his boyfriend was blink. When Yuya almost fell over nothing, Yuichi was instantly at his side to help him stay upright. The way Yuya clung to him made him shake his head. “Yuichi,” Yuya moaned into the others shoulder, “the love of my life.” Yuichi sighed but lifted him up anyway, ”Come on. Let's get you to bed.”
Yuya didn't make it easy for the KAT-TUN member to get him ready for bed. He struggled while giggling like a girl. When Yuya was finally under the covers, he threw his arms around Yuichi to cling to him again. “Yuichi loves me too, right?” he whispered. Yuichi's eyes widened in shock, “Of course I love you Yuya. Why are you even questioning it?” But his boyfriend didn't seem to have heard him since he continued to mumble. “Yuichi loves me. He's my Yuichi...my love...my...” his mumble got more quiet while his arms slowly slid down. Yuichi stared at the now deeply sleeping Yuya incredulously.
After he had watched Yuya for a few minutes, Yuichi stood up annoyed. Today hadn't been his day. First he had slept in and was scolded by Kame, who was younger than him for heaven’s sake. Then his manager had pulled him to the side as soon as he had arrived at work only to scold him as well for being careless enough to have himself fridayed. Being seen with a friend is scandalous apparently and now his career was definitely in danger. Such nonsense, Yuichi thought annoyed. Afterwards rehearsal had been pure torture.
As Yuichi looked at himself in the bathroom mirror, he flinched. Who was that tired and depressed man? With his fingers he pulled his lip into a smile which was more of a grimace. It made him look even worse but at least it got him to snort about himself. If he was honest, he was mostly afraid about losing his boyfriend. Maybe he had simply ignored the seriousness of their problem. That thought flitted through his mind while he splashed water to his face. His thoughts and emotions were still swirling in him when he slipped under the covers. Yuichi sighed relieved as Yuya instinctively turned to hug him. Everything will be alright was his last thought before sleep overtook him.
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When Yuichi was woken by his alarm, Yuya was already gone. But he didn't think to much of it. His boyfriend probably had to go to work early. Although he did wonder how Yuya managed to get out of bed with how drunk he'd been.
The usual morning routine let the time fly by and soon Yuichi forgot everything about the events of last night. Despite the few group activities at the moment, KAT-TUN were already planning a lot for their tenth anniversary next year. They were in the middle of discussions for their anniversary album when the door was pulled open with a force that left all of them speechless in shock. Nishikido Ryo walked right up to Yuichi's side of the table and slammed a hand on the it. "NAKAMARU YUICHI, HOW COULD YOU? I WOULDN'T HAVE PICKED YOU TO BE SUCH AN ASSHOLE, BUT YOU ARE THE WORST," he started to scream without preamble while he glared darkly at Yuichi. If Tatsuya wouldn't have laid a hand on his shoulder in protection, he would have been scared for death.
In a gesture that got Yuichi to think he would be hit Ryo raised his arm to point at him. "I want you to stay away from Yuyan or you're going to have to go through me," he said calmer yet still angry. A few seconds passed before Yuichi realized what Ryo had said. His face changed from shocked and scared to angry to impassive. "I don't know what you're talking about, if you would excuse us. We are in the middle of a meeting, Nishikido-kun," he responded in a cold voice. Ryo's eyes turned to slits. "Don't act all innocent. I was pulled into your damn problem yesterday. And believe me that I'm not going to let it slide like that," he hissed irritated. Yuichi opened his mouth but Ryo didn't let himself be interrupted. "Yuya is one of my protégés. I certainly won't allow someone who doesn't value him and cheats on him anywhere near him!" He added as he leaned almost into Yuichi's face.
Yuichi paled visibly at that while everyone else gasped. "What did you just say?" He whispered, not even trying to keep up his facade. Ryo snorted, "You heard me! I don't want you near Yuyan anymore, so..." "Not that," Yuichi interrupted him heatedly, "I meant the cheating part!" He stood up to grab Ryo's collar and shake him. "Did Yuya say that I'm cheating?" He demanded to know while he glared at the smaller man. Ryo blinked confused at that unexpected reaction. Totally ripped of his voice he simply nodded after a few seconds. Yuichi let go of Ryo and pulled a hand through his hair. "That idiot," he murmured. As he looked around he noticed that everyone was gaping at him wide eyed. This was exactly why Yuichi didn't want anyone to know. It will only get both of them in trouble. "Fuck this," he hissed while he turned around and left the room. The others glanced at each other before they hastily followed him.
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On his way to the NEWS dressing room Yuichi couldn't stop his mumble of "Idiot, Idiot. Idiot." He didn't bother to knock when he arrived. All four members turned to the door when it was opened with force. Without a care for the others Yuichi stomped to Yuya, grabbed him by the shoulders and shook him slightly. "What the hell is wrong with you Yuya? I'm cheating? Is that really how much you trust me?" Yuya flinched at the tone of his boyfriend but then glared at Ryo. A good friend didn't spill secrets like this so easily. Yuichi's hold on his shoulders tightened so Yuya glared at him. "Are you not?" he questioned, his voice devoid of any emotion. "Of course I'm not!" Yuichi practically screamed. "How did you even get the idea that I'm cheating?" He demanded to know. Yuya snorted before he pushed his boyfriend's hands of his shoulders. "No, you were only meeting Makoto before our date by coincidence," he said sarcastically.
Everybody gasped for air in shock while Yuichi's eyes widened. "I...I...," he stuttered, not knowing how to answer that. He should have realized sooner that Yuya had seen his friday article. Yuya sighed and rubbed a hand over his face. "Maybe it's better if we stop this. Let's break up!" "What?" Yuichi blanched considerably, "no! I won't let you leave me." Yuya threw his arms in the air, "What else do you suggest? I've tried so many times to talk with you, but you never truly listened!" He took a deep breath, his eyes tired and sad. "Honestly, I'm sick and tired of fighting. Even more so after seeing that article. It simply hurts to much,..." "I told you I did NOT cheat on you!" Yuichi interrupted his boyfriend. "Well, then why were you there with Makoto close to where we were meeting?" Yuya shouted. "For our protection," Yuichi screamed right back.
Everybody held their breath in the following silence. The tension was thick in the room and KAT-TU as well as NEWS (not to forget Ryo, who definitely had enough of surprises) couldn't believe the revelations they heard. "Our protection?" Yuya broke the silence with a whisper. Yuichi nodded, "I didn't want us to be discovered." When Yuya opened his mouth, Yuichi grabbed his hands. "I love you! I just don't want to lose you because we are discovered by Paparazzi or management. Do you think we would be allowed to be together?" he explained. Yuya who hadn't expected to hear something like this, could only stare. Before he realized it, he was pulled into a hug by Yuichi. The KAT-TUN member sighed and tightened his hold. "I agree, maybe I went over-board but I wanted you for myself and not share you with all our friends," he said. Yuya pulled away to flip a finger against Yuichi's forehead. "Baka! You could have explained that earlier." "I thought you understood it already," Yuichi confessed then leaned down to give Yuya a brief kiss. "Can you forgive me?" he whispered against his boyfriend's lips. Yuya chuckled lightly, "Only if you do the explanations." Yuichi's eyes widened in shock. He had honestly forgotten about their audience. As he lifted his head to look around he saw everyone gape at them. His face instantly became bright red. Well shit!
A few days later...
“Yuichi, I thought it would just be us? You should have told me that Tegoshi is coming as well,” Makoto said as he took his place at the table. When Yuya pulled an eyebrow up, he lifted his hands in defeat. “Hey, it’s not that I mind you here Tegonyan. I’m just wondering what you are doing here, because you two are not exactly close, as far as I know. Or did I miss something?” He asked with a smirk. Yuya leaned forward the same smirk on his face, “What if you did?” “Could you two stop it! This is hard enough already.” Yuichi mumbled with his face hidden in his hands. This made Makoto frown in confusion. “Okay, so really what is this about?” He asked in a much more serious tone.
Yuichi lifted his head and took a deep breath. Noticing his boyfriend’s anxiousness, Yuya grabbed his hand and squeezed it. “Makoto, you said you wanted to meet my girlfriend, right?” Yuichi asked his soccer friend. Said man nodded slowly not knowing what else to say. Yuichi cleared his throat while he tried to find courage. “Well, I’m not dating a girl, but a man,” he started to explain. “HUH? What?” Makoto looked at his friend totally shocked. Yuichi closed his eyes before he continued, “And since you wanted to meet my partner, I brought him with me today.” His friend blinked before he stared at them both in disbelieve. “Are you two for real?” he let out annoyed.
Yuichi flinched and looked down scared whereas Yuya scowled. “If you want to be homophobic, we are going right now! I’d be seriously disappointed then,” he growled. “It’s not that at all. I just think Maru could have chosen someone better,” Makoto said while he sighed dramatically, “now I have to see your face every time I want to see him.” Both Idols were taken so much by surprise that it left them speechless. It wasn’t until Makoto started laughing that they relaxed. Yuya threw some paper serviettes at his friend, “Like I want to see you! But I’m not gonna leave you alone with him.” ”Why? Scared I’m going to take him from you?” Makoto teased with a smirk. “Nope. I know that my boyfriend loves me since we’ve been dating for almost four years,” Yuya said and stuck out his tongue childishly. Makoto snorted at that, “Sure. Keep denying your jealousy.” Yuichi shook his head in disbelieve. He was surrounded by children. Yet he couldn’t stop his big smile.
A/N: There's nothing else to say then: Please tell me your opinion and leave me a comment <33
Responsible for this is definitely l8tusflower since it's her fault that I had to write this story. Thank you dear for giving me this idea <3
Oh, and of course this was inspired by Nakamaru's pictures in friday...which was back in spring or summer, I think? I'm too tired now to search for it. Anyway, I hope you enjoy reading <3
Fridayed
Pairing: Nakamaru Yuichi/Tegoshi Yuya
Rating: PG-15/R
Warnings: None in particular...maybe swearing?
genre: established relationship!, angst, fluff
disclaimer: Like always, I only own the plot but please don't steal that one, okay? ;)
summary: Facing your fears is difficult, but what if running away from them is destroying your relationship?
"Thank you Makoto, I really appreciate your help," Yuichi said while he turned to said man. When Hasebe Makoto simply smirked, he blushed. "It's really no problem Yuichi. You have to tell me who the lucky girl is one day though," the soccer player answered with a laugh. Yuichi blanched a little but nodded with a forced smile which his friend didn't seem to notice. They exchanged a few good-byes before Makoto left the Café through the back door. Once he was alone, Yuichi sighed. It was hard having to hide his sexuality, but he was afraid of the opinions of people, even of his friends. That's why he couldn't simply tell them that he was gay and dating a man.
A waitress brought him out of his thoughts as she asked him what he wanted. “Oh, I'm still waiting for someone,” he told her as he smiled apologetic. She actually blushed a little and bowed before she left again. To distract himself, Yuichi looked around the Café. He reckoned it was a good place for a secret date. There were barely any people at this time and his table was in the most secluded area. That's when Yuichi noticed a small man with a cappy that hid his blond hair, who came in through the backdoor. Yuichi instantly returned the smile his boyfriend gave him. As Yuya reached the table, he leaned down to kiss Yuichi's nose. With wide eyes the KAT-TUN member backed away and frantically looked around. No one seemed to have paid them any attention, so he calmed down. “Yuya, we're in public for heaven’s sake! What if someone saw that?” Yuichi hissed slightly annoyed.
Yuya took of his cappy and sat down opposite of his anxious boyfriend. "Babe, calm down. There's no one here who would care. Besides, this table is the most secluded here. The other guests can't even see us." Yuya combed a hand through his hair before he smiled lovingly at his boyfriend. "I missed you, Yuichi! It's been so long since we saw each other outside of work," he whispered. Yuichi still heard the scolding tone. After he looked around quickly, he grabbed Yuya's hand and squeezed it. "I'm sorry, I know that I've been kind of busy lately," he tried to console, but Yuya already shook his head, “No, we both know that the problem is not that we're busy! But let's not talk about it now. I don't want to fight with you on the few dates we have.” He didn't exactly leave time for Yuichi to respond since he raised his hand and got the attention of the waitress. “I'm taking a coffee, black please, and one Veggie Salad,” Yuya told her when she arrived at the table. Yuichi sighed inwardly. He knew his boyfriend so he knew that he was angry but suppressed it for their sake. He had to make it up to him in someway.
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Yuichi ended up inviting his boyfriend to his flat. As soon as they entered the apartment, he backed Yuya against the wall and without hesitation claimed his lips. At first there was a slight resistance since Yuya was still a little angry, but after a few seconds, he gave up. It didn't take long for Yuya's legs to wrap around Yuichi's waist. He let his hands slide into Yuichi's hair before he attacked his neck. “Don't think you're able to erase our problems this easy, but I won't deny myself the joy of sex. It's been much too long,” he murmured against the reddening skin.
Yuichi groaned and let his hand wander to his boyfriend's bottom to slap it lightly. “Behave, or this will end here and now,” he ordered though his voice told differently. That's why Yuya raised his head to smirk at him. “Oh yeah?” with a role of his hips he made Yuichi hiss, ”doesn't seem as if you're going to be able to stop,” he provoked. In a fast move Yuichi pinned the smaller man's hands to the wall, ”You really want me to lose control today, don't you?” “Yes, I definitely do!” was the half moaned response. Without another word Yuichi leaned in for another deep kiss. His hands let go of Yuya's to get a secure hold of him as he started to move away from the wall into the direction of the bedroom. Yuya took that time to attack Yuichi's neck again while one of his hands slid under his boyfriend's clothes.
By the time they reached the bedroom they had eventually lost most of their clothes and Yuya stood on his own feet again. Once more he showed his talent in multitasking. His hands were on the zipper of Yuichi's Jeans while he was kissing him mindless. At the same time he guided his boyfriend to the bed where he pushed him on to it. Yuichi released a small grunt as his back hit the sheets. He didn't have any chance to object because Yuya was already climbing over him. He stared fascinated at Yuya who looked like a cat ready to attack. His eyes turned to slits. Oh no, he wouldn't leave the control to Yuya. Sometimes Yuichi could be exceptionally fast as he pulled him closer and rolled them over so Yuya was pinned under him. His lips attached themselves to Yuya's neck. Slowly he kissed his way down to the waist of his boyfriend. With his teeth he pulled down the zipper, his eyes never leaving Yuya's face. In another fast move, the Jeans was taken of and thrown onto the floor. Going back up the way he went down, he found Yuya's lips. He didn't linger long though before he leaned towards his boyfriend's ear, “I'm going to make this a night for you to remember!”
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It was his phone which woke Yuichi. He tightened his arms around his boyfriend who had cuddled up to him. When it didn't stop, Yuya groaned and pulled the cover over his face. "For heaven's sake. Will you please answer that!" He demanded annoyed. With a roll of his eyes Yuichi felt over the night table to grab the loud device. "Moshi, moshi," he greeted, his voice hoarse from sleep. "Are you honestly still sleeping? Maru, it's already eight and you should've been here an hour ago!" Yuichi flinched slightly at Kazuya's angry tone. He shortly wondered why Kazuya was the one who called him, but he guessed his manager was occupied with the re-organization of their schedule. "I'm sorry Kame, I was out with friends yesterday and apparently forgot to set the alarm," he explained. Yuya raised his head to glare at him. As usual though, he didn't voice his obvious anger. He simply turned his back to his boyfriend and pulled the blanket tighter around himself. Yuichi sighed as he got out of the bed. He didn't have the time to fight with his boyfriend now. "I'll be there as fast as I can," he told his band mate who sighed but answered he should hurry before he hung up.
When Yuichi left the bathroom after a short shower he saw that his bedroom door was open. Noises from the kitchen told him that Yuya was up as well. He quickly dressed and went to the kitchen to get himself a coffee. Yuya leaned against the counter and already sipped a one while he checked his mobile for messages as well as his schedule. When Yuichi leaned closer for a good morning kiss, Yuya turned his head so the kiss ended up on the cheek instead. Yuichi frowned at that but simply grabbed the coffee pot to pour himself a cup. Since he was in a hurry, he emptied it with big gulps while searching for something small to eat on the way.
"You know, I said yesterday that I didn't want to talk about it, but we need to talk about this someday. I don't want to feel like your dirty little secret anymore." The annoyed tone of his boyfriend made Yuichi turn around. That Yuya wasn't even looking at him, somehow made him angry. "First off, you're definitely not my dirty little secret! I don't even understand how you can think that. Second, I really don't have the time for this right now! I'm already late because I slept in," he countered in a calm tone. Yuya snorted and finally lifted his head, "Sure, go ahead and avoid our problems again!" "Yuya,..." Yuichi tried to calm his boyfriend, but Yuya simply glared at him. "Have a nice day Nakamaru," he said with a voice cold as ice. Yuichi shook his head, "Honestly Yuya, it's you who's making this to a problem. And I really don't have the time for one of your tantrums." Without another glance he turned around, grabbed his stuff and left the apartment. Yuya had a key so he could leave whenever he wanted.
After Yuichi had left, Yuya stood rooted to his place for a long while. He should have known better then to approach this subject again - especially at a time like this - but what Yuichi had said on the phone this morning had hurt him. They've been together for over three years now and never told anyone. Wasn't he allowed to have the wish to talk with someone about it by now? With a sigh he put his coffee cup down and went to get ready for work. Maybe he should accept his boyfriend as he was. He loved him too much to let this destroy their relationship.
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It wasn't until Yuya had arrived at work that his world came crashing down on him. Over the day his mood got worse and worse, which led to a fight with Shige and a scolding from Massu. Even Keii looked at him with a frown. At the end Yuya knew he needed to see one person who he would be able to talk to, so he made a phone call. "You’re going to have a drink with me tonight," Yuya demanded as soon as the other person answered the call. The silence on the other end didn't bother him since it was normal, especially if the other person was Nishikido Ryo. "Tego-nyan, I have work late tonight and early tomorrow. I can't," he said with a sigh.
Yuya pouted, which was obvious in his voice, "I don't care! You have to or I'll get drunk alone and you don't want to leave me alone drunk, right?" Ryo frowned at that. He knew his friend so he heard the desperation. "Tego, are you alright?" he asked therefore softly. On the other end Yuya took a shuddering breath which only made Ryo more worried. "No, I'm not! I really need a friend that I can talk to Ryo," Yuya admitted in a whisper. "Okay, where do you want to meet?" Ryo instantly asked. It wasn't often anymore that Yuya came to him when he had a problem. "Thank you," Yuya said before he told Ryo about a bar he frequented.
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When Ryo arrived at the bar late that night, Yuya had already started to drink. "Ryo, finally you could finish work," the former NEWS member was greeted. Ryo took off his jacket and sat down before he nodded with a smile. Yuya tried to answer the smile but wasn't able to do it properly. He pulled a hand through his hair, "I'm sorry. My mood is so low that even Koyama exploded on me today." Ryo raised an eyebrow at that, "What the hell did you do for Koyama to explode and how does he even explode?" Yuya's lips twitched at Ryo's surprise. "I think I was absolutely unbearable today. I just couldn't stand anything or anyone. And in the end I let my frustration with myself out on everyone," he explained. Then he sighed, "Koyama shouted at me to stop acting like a child and to get a grip." Ryo snorted and shook his head. He decided not to comment on that. Instead he ordered a drink before he focused on his friend. “So, what's wrong Yuya?” he finally asked.
Yuya shifted around nervously for a while. He tossed down his drink in one go before he crossed his arms on the table and let his head fall onto them. "What...what if I tell you,..." Yuya started to murmur and Ryo had to strain his ears to hear him. "What would you say if I told you that I'm in a relationship?" Yuya continued in an obvious unsure voice. Ryo blinked confused because of his friends tone. As if being in a relationship was something abnormal. A humorless chuckle made Ryo frown. Yuya lifted his head and finally looked at him directly with a sad smile. "What if I tell you that I'm in a relationship with a man?" he explained more precisely.
Before Ryo could react, Yuya had grabbed his friends beer and downed it in one go as well. Afterwards he licked his lips. Ryo could only gape at him. It took him a while until what Yuya said settled into his mind. "Wait, wait, wait. A man?" He asked in disbelieve. Yuya bit his lower lip as he slowly nodded. Ryo sighed before he stood up to take a seat next to his friend and lay an arm around his shoulders in a brotherly way. "It's alright Yuya. I'm totally fine with you dating a man. Though I am surprised because you never showed any interest in men outside of work," Ryo tried to soothe the younger man. Yuya hid his face in his hands. "You know I don't care what you or anyone thinks," he said with a sigh, "it's just not something I go around telling everyone.” "Why are you telling me then?", Ryo questioned confused. "Because I need someone who I can talk to," Yuya confessed.
He pulled a pack of cigarettes from his jacket and Ryo's eyes widened in shock, "Yuya, since when do you smoke?" The mentioned man snorted as he took one out, brought it to his lips and lit it. After his first drag, Yuya exhaled slowly. "Since I'm at my limit," he explained, "besides it's the first time I'm talking about this for fucks sake." Ryo snorted and stole a cigarette from his friend. Yuya's glare couldn't keep Ryo from lighting it. "So shoot," Ryo started, "and tell me what exactly is wrong, other than you dating a man. Which is nothing wrong at all." With a sigh Yuya rubbed a hand over his face,"I think my boyfriend is cheating on me." Ryo's "HUH?" was so loud that a few people turned to them for a moment. Yuya took another drag before he began to pour his heart out to Ryo.
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Yuichi jolted awake when he heard a commotion at his front door. He had fallen asleep in front of the TV and now frowned at the time. Another loud crash and a groan got him to move. There was only one person who would come this late and had a key. Just as he had gotten up, his boyfriend stumbled in. All Yuichi could do at the drunk state of his boyfriend was blink. When Yuya almost fell over nothing, Yuichi was instantly at his side to help him stay upright. The way Yuya clung to him made him shake his head. “Yuichi,” Yuya moaned into the others shoulder, “the love of my life.” Yuichi sighed but lifted him up anyway, ”Come on. Let's get you to bed.”
Yuya didn't make it easy for the KAT-TUN member to get him ready for bed. He struggled while giggling like a girl. When Yuya was finally under the covers, he threw his arms around Yuichi to cling to him again. “Yuichi loves me too, right?” he whispered. Yuichi's eyes widened in shock, “Of course I love you Yuya. Why are you even questioning it?” But his boyfriend didn't seem to have heard him since he continued to mumble. “Yuichi loves me. He's my Yuichi...my love...my...” his mumble got more quiet while his arms slowly slid down. Yuichi stared at the now deeply sleeping Yuya incredulously.
After he had watched Yuya for a few minutes, Yuichi stood up annoyed. Today hadn't been his day. First he had slept in and was scolded by Kame, who was younger than him for heaven’s sake. Then his manager had pulled him to the side as soon as he had arrived at work only to scold him as well for being careless enough to have himself fridayed. Being seen with a friend is scandalous apparently and now his career was definitely in danger. Such nonsense, Yuichi thought annoyed. Afterwards rehearsal had been pure torture.
As Yuichi looked at himself in the bathroom mirror, he flinched. Who was that tired and depressed man? With his fingers he pulled his lip into a smile which was more of a grimace. It made him look even worse but at least it got him to snort about himself. If he was honest, he was mostly afraid about losing his boyfriend. Maybe he had simply ignored the seriousness of their problem. That thought flitted through his mind while he splashed water to his face. His thoughts and emotions were still swirling in him when he slipped under the covers. Yuichi sighed relieved as Yuya instinctively turned to hug him. Everything will be alright was his last thought before sleep overtook him.
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When Yuichi was woken by his alarm, Yuya was already gone. But he didn't think to much of it. His boyfriend probably had to go to work early. Although he did wonder how Yuya managed to get out of bed with how drunk he'd been.
The usual morning routine let the time fly by and soon Yuichi forgot everything about the events of last night. Despite the few group activities at the moment, KAT-TUN were already planning a lot for their tenth anniversary next year. They were in the middle of discussions for their anniversary album when the door was pulled open with a force that left all of them speechless in shock. Nishikido Ryo walked right up to Yuichi's side of the table and slammed a hand on the it. "NAKAMARU YUICHI, HOW COULD YOU? I WOULDN'T HAVE PICKED YOU TO BE SUCH AN ASSHOLE, BUT YOU ARE THE WORST," he started to scream without preamble while he glared darkly at Yuichi. If Tatsuya wouldn't have laid a hand on his shoulder in protection, he would have been scared for death.
In a gesture that got Yuichi to think he would be hit Ryo raised his arm to point at him. "I want you to stay away from Yuyan or you're going to have to go through me," he said calmer yet still angry. A few seconds passed before Yuichi realized what Ryo had said. His face changed from shocked and scared to angry to impassive. "I don't know what you're talking about, if you would excuse us. We are in the middle of a meeting, Nishikido-kun," he responded in a cold voice. Ryo's eyes turned to slits. "Don't act all innocent. I was pulled into your damn problem yesterday. And believe me that I'm not going to let it slide like that," he hissed irritated. Yuichi opened his mouth but Ryo didn't let himself be interrupted. "Yuya is one of my protégés. I certainly won't allow someone who doesn't value him and cheats on him anywhere near him!" He added as he leaned almost into Yuichi's face.
Yuichi paled visibly at that while everyone else gasped. "What did you just say?" He whispered, not even trying to keep up his facade. Ryo snorted, "You heard me! I don't want you near Yuyan anymore, so..." "Not that," Yuichi interrupted him heatedly, "I meant the cheating part!" He stood up to grab Ryo's collar and shake him. "Did Yuya say that I'm cheating?" He demanded to know while he glared at the smaller man. Ryo blinked confused at that unexpected reaction. Totally ripped of his voice he simply nodded after a few seconds. Yuichi let go of Ryo and pulled a hand through his hair. "That idiot," he murmured. As he looked around he noticed that everyone was gaping at him wide eyed. This was exactly why Yuichi didn't want anyone to know. It will only get both of them in trouble. "Fuck this," he hissed while he turned around and left the room. The others glanced at each other before they hastily followed him.
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On his way to the NEWS dressing room Yuichi couldn't stop his mumble of "Idiot, Idiot. Idiot." He didn't bother to knock when he arrived. All four members turned to the door when it was opened with force. Without a care for the others Yuichi stomped to Yuya, grabbed him by the shoulders and shook him slightly. "What the hell is wrong with you Yuya? I'm cheating? Is that really how much you trust me?" Yuya flinched at the tone of his boyfriend but then glared at Ryo. A good friend didn't spill secrets like this so easily. Yuichi's hold on his shoulders tightened so Yuya glared at him. "Are you not?" he questioned, his voice devoid of any emotion. "Of course I'm not!" Yuichi practically screamed. "How did you even get the idea that I'm cheating?" He demanded to know. Yuya snorted before he pushed his boyfriend's hands of his shoulders. "No, you were only meeting Makoto before our date by coincidence," he said sarcastically.
Everybody gasped for air in shock while Yuichi's eyes widened. "I...I...," he stuttered, not knowing how to answer that. He should have realized sooner that Yuya had seen his friday article. Yuya sighed and rubbed a hand over his face. "Maybe it's better if we stop this. Let's break up!" "What?" Yuichi blanched considerably, "no! I won't let you leave me." Yuya threw his arms in the air, "What else do you suggest? I've tried so many times to talk with you, but you never truly listened!" He took a deep breath, his eyes tired and sad. "Honestly, I'm sick and tired of fighting. Even more so after seeing that article. It simply hurts to much,..." "I told you I did NOT cheat on you!" Yuichi interrupted his boyfriend. "Well, then why were you there with Makoto close to where we were meeting?" Yuya shouted. "For our protection," Yuichi screamed right back.
Everybody held their breath in the following silence. The tension was thick in the room and KAT-TU as well as NEWS (not to forget Ryo, who definitely had enough of surprises) couldn't believe the revelations they heard. "Our protection?" Yuya broke the silence with a whisper. Yuichi nodded, "I didn't want us to be discovered." When Yuya opened his mouth, Yuichi grabbed his hands. "I love you! I just don't want to lose you because we are discovered by Paparazzi or management. Do you think we would be allowed to be together?" he explained. Yuya who hadn't expected to hear something like this, could only stare. Before he realized it, he was pulled into a hug by Yuichi. The KAT-TUN member sighed and tightened his hold. "I agree, maybe I went over-board but I wanted you for myself and not share you with all our friends," he said. Yuya pulled away to flip a finger against Yuichi's forehead. "Baka! You could have explained that earlier." "I thought you understood it already," Yuichi confessed then leaned down to give Yuya a brief kiss. "Can you forgive me?" he whispered against his boyfriend's lips. Yuya chuckled lightly, "Only if you do the explanations." Yuichi's eyes widened in shock. He had honestly forgotten about their audience. As he lifted his head to look around he saw everyone gape at them. His face instantly became bright red. Well shit!
A few days later...
“Yuichi, I thought it would just be us? You should have told me that Tegoshi is coming as well,” Makoto said as he took his place at the table. When Yuya pulled an eyebrow up, he lifted his hands in defeat. “Hey, it’s not that I mind you here Tegonyan. I’m just wondering what you are doing here, because you two are not exactly close, as far as I know. Or did I miss something?” He asked with a smirk. Yuya leaned forward the same smirk on his face, “What if you did?” “Could you two stop it! This is hard enough already.” Yuichi mumbled with his face hidden in his hands. This made Makoto frown in confusion. “Okay, so really what is this about?” He asked in a much more serious tone.
Yuichi lifted his head and took a deep breath. Noticing his boyfriend’s anxiousness, Yuya grabbed his hand and squeezed it. “Makoto, you said you wanted to meet my girlfriend, right?” Yuichi asked his soccer friend. Said man nodded slowly not knowing what else to say. Yuichi cleared his throat while he tried to find courage. “Well, I’m not dating a girl, but a man,” he started to explain. “HUH? What?” Makoto looked at his friend totally shocked. Yuichi closed his eyes before he continued, “And since you wanted to meet my partner, I brought him with me today.” His friend blinked before he stared at them both in disbelieve. “Are you two for real?” he let out annoyed.
Yuichi flinched and looked down scared whereas Yuya scowled. “If you want to be homophobic, we are going right now! I’d be seriously disappointed then,” he growled. “It’s not that at all. I just think Maru could have chosen someone better,” Makoto said while he sighed dramatically, “now I have to see your face every time I want to see him.” Both Idols were taken so much by surprise that it left them speechless. It wasn’t until Makoto started laughing that they relaxed. Yuya threw some paper serviettes at his friend, “Like I want to see you! But I’m not gonna leave you alone with him.” ”Why? Scared I’m going to take him from you?” Makoto teased with a smirk. “Nope. I know that my boyfriend loves me since we’ve been dating for almost four years,” Yuya said and stuck out his tongue childishly. Makoto snorted at that, “Sure. Keep denying your jealousy.” Yuichi shook his head in disbelieve. He was surrounded by children. Yet he couldn’t stop his big smile.
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