Because you exist..
I just cried, ok? It's really rare for me to cry.. I didn't even shed a tear when I knew that one of my closest friends will leave and migrate to another country. I also didn't cry when my great grandma died. I guess I'm not really an emotional person... DX And yeah, I just cried. Why? Wanna know why? It's for a very simple reason.. But I believe you would understand. *sigh*
It's because of a fanvid. Yeah, a fanvid. Before watching it, I read the comments, one comment went like this: "I am smiling all the time when I am watching this video^0^" And some are just very simple comments like, "Kame is so pretty..", "He's so adorable!", "Cho kawaii!", yeah, those cliched comments. Things along those lines..
So when I played the vid, I was expecting that I'll go kyaa kyaa.. The song for the vid is, Because You Live by Jesse McCartney. I thought, "Oooh~ This is a beautiful song.." So I watched and listened to it at the same time, I was singing along with the song and smiling like mad but halfway through the video, I felt tears forming in my eyes.. "Eh?! What's wrong?", there's NOTHING sad about the video, in fact, all are adorable, those which can make typical fangirls kyaaaa-ing. Then tears started rolling down my cheeks, continuously. I DON'T KNOW WHY. Specially whenever I hear the part of the song that says, "Because you live and breathe.."
But even if I'm crying, I'm still smiling.. Of course no normal kame fangirl will think about not smiling when his face is on the screen.. Then later on, while the video's still playing.. I realized that it's because no matter how much I love this man, no matter how much time I spend dreaming of him and fangirling over him, it's still impossible for me to see him. TT^TT BUT. I'm really happy that I became a fangirl of his. <333 That I fell in love with him. *blush* Even if everything's impossible.. *sigh*
And because of this, I just realized how much I love this turtle. <3333 And that video will be my favorite.. XD Thank you for whoever you are who made that fanvid. I'm very grateful to you.. ^^ Oh yeah, I watched it again a few minutes later. And I still can't stop my tears from falling.. And with the chorus of the song as an exception, this line's one of those which really made me cry, "I'm so glad I found an angel." <333
He's miles away from me.. But I don't really care.. You'll forever own my heart, Kame-chan.. ^^ ( If fangirl's hearts can be sold, I'm sure Kame will be the richest man on Earth. XD ) Well, I can only sit here and stalk him through LJ, Youtube and etc. He's already taken by a certain Baka. XD
I'll show you this because you didn't mind wasting your time just to read this. XD
Oh my god. KAME! What do you think you're doing?! That's dangerous!!! If you keep those pretty eyes closed for about five seconds more I won't be able to control myself anymore!!! Not only me but all those crazy fangirls of yours!!! *glomps kame*
It's because of a fanvid. Yeah, a fanvid. Before watching it, I read the comments, one comment went like this: "I am smiling all the time when I am watching this video^0^" And some are just very simple comments like, "Kame is so pretty..", "He's so adorable!", "Cho kawaii!", yeah, those cliched comments. Things along those lines..
So when I played the vid, I was expecting that I'll go kyaa kyaa.. The song for the vid is, Because You Live by Jesse McCartney. I thought, "Oooh~ This is a beautiful song.." So I watched and listened to it at the same time, I was singing along with the song and smiling like mad but halfway through the video, I felt tears forming in my eyes.. "Eh?! What's wrong?", there's NOTHING sad about the video, in fact, all are adorable, those which can make typical fangirls kyaaaa-ing. Then tears started rolling down my cheeks, continuously. I DON'T KNOW WHY. Specially whenever I hear the part of the song that says, "Because you live and breathe.."
But even if I'm crying, I'm still smiling.. Of course no normal kame fangirl will think about not smiling when his face is on the screen.. Then later on, while the video's still playing.. I realized that it's because no matter how much I love this man, no matter how much time I spend dreaming of him and fangirling over him, it's still impossible for me to see him. TT^TT BUT. I'm really happy that I became a fangirl of his. <333 That I fell in love with him. *blush* Even if everything's impossible.. *sigh*
And because of this, I just realized how much I love this turtle. <3333 And that video will be my favorite.. XD Thank you for whoever you are who made that fanvid. I'm very grateful to you.. ^^ Oh yeah, I watched it again a few minutes later. And I still can't stop my tears from falling.. And with the chorus of the song as an exception, this line's one of those which really made me cry, "I'm so glad I found an angel." <333
He's miles away from me.. But I don't really care.. You'll forever own my heart, Kame-chan.. ^^ ( If fangirl's hearts can be sold, I'm sure Kame will be the richest man on Earth. XD ) Well, I can only sit here and stalk him through LJ, Youtube and etc. He's already taken by a certain Baka. XD
I'll show you this because you didn't mind wasting your time just to read this. XD
Oh my god. KAME! What do you think you're doing?! That's dangerous!!! If you keep those pretty eyes closed for about five seconds more I won't be able to control myself anymore!!! Not only me but all those crazy fangirls of yours!!! *glomps kame*