angel of mine (kame_exchange)
Title : Angel of Mine
Paring : KamePi
Rating : PG - 13
Summary: Finding someone that who save you every time you stumble apart he still being there for you like an angel guiding you.
A/N: This is for sweetspicyhots for kame_exchange. This fanfiction was base on the song Angel of Mine of Monica and thanks for gizmoy for beta-ed for me. All the words in Italic were the past happening and the words that in bold letter were the thoughts.
"Yo! Jin!" Ryo waves
"Ryo! Where are the rest?" Jin said and looked behind him.
"There already in the VIP room, Hi Kame!" Ryo said smiling on the younger one who following Jin.
"Hi, Ryo-chan!" Kame smile too.
"Come Kame-chan let go to the VIP room, we go ahead Ryo-chan!" Jin grabs his hand.
"See you there Ryo-chan!" Kame waves to the other goodbye
In the VIP Room they saw Yamapi, Yuu, Toma and some girls with them. Kame was stop by his track when he saw Yamapi with a girl, his heart clench by the sight, He didn't know why he was sad, mad and confuse.
"Oi! Jin…and Kame as always" Toma teases.
"What wrong in bring Kame-chan here?" Jin pouted at Toma.
"Jin, Toma was just teasing and we like Kame to be here" Yamapi said as he moves away a little from the girl when he sees Kame.
"Yup we like Kame-chan to be with us too, Ne, Kame this is Lilly, Mitsuko, Milen, Yiyaka and Yuriho" Yuu said introducing the girls.
"Kamenashi Kazuya desu" Kame said and he bows to the girls.
"Ow he is cute!" Yuriho said.
"Thanks" Kame said shyly
"Ow! You make Kame blushed! He is so cute" Toma said laughing.
"Hey! Don't tease Kame-chan!"Jin defends him.
"Jin it okay Toma was just teasing, I just got to go to the bathroom" Kame said and stand up and go to the bathroom.
When he already in the bathroom, Kame looked at the mirror, he was jealous of Yamapi having a girl by his side. He already acknowledges to himself that he loves the older one since he first met him.
As he step foot on the building for the audition his hand already sweating and he is nervous actually he doesn’t want to be here but his parents insisted him to come buying him some new clothes.
They came so early so that why they goes first to the cafeteria to eat, he and his mother came from his baseball game. His mother get them food while he wait at the table, when he heard some commotion coming from the door a bunch of boys coming in wearing glittering costumes. They were like the same age, maybe older and younger than him. Kazuya would not really care about them when he spotted a boy that he can’t take his eyes off. His kind of funny and looked pretty for a boy, he is laughing with his friends like the world is in his hand.
He didn’t know what he is feeling, there something from the boy that he keeps looking at him, maybe because he is full of life and it’s like what he is fun to be with. Until they eyes meet, the other smile at him, and he feel his cheek turns to red, he immediately moves his gazed luckily his mother come back with sandwiches and coke.
He glimpse again to and he see that the boy is still looking at him, he pull his eyes back again to his mother and he didn’t look again to them, until he heard the noise is fading away meaning that the other boys is already going out of the cafeteria.
Maybe the other boy felt that someone looking at him and looked back their eyes locked on each other again. A timid smile he let out for the boy and the other boy smiles at him again before he turn to the friend who tap the other one for attention until they were not in cafeteria anymore.
His mother left him in the auditorium they said that only the one who will audition will be there so he seat on the empty chair, until a boy seat beside him.
“Hi, I’m Akanishi Jin!” The boy smile was warm.
“I’m Kamenashi Kazuya” Kame smile back, when another boy seat at there back.
“Hey, I’m Nakamaru Yuchii” The boy on the back said.
“Hi, I’m Kamenashi Kazuya and this is Akanishi Jin” He said to the boy on the back.
“I’m nervous” Nakamaru said to them.
“Me too.” Kazuya said to them.
“Me three!” Jin said that they laughed.
"I think the nervousness is gone now” Kame smile to both of the two.
“Yah, and your name is being called” Jin teases the younger.
“Oh shit! I’m going see you later!” Kame said as he got up and run to the person who is calling his name.
+++
Kame looked at the mirror again he splash some water on his face, what I’m doing they don’t have to see that I’m changing; being a gay to one person is not a good thing when he heard the door open.
“Are you alright? Kazu-chan” the man who enters said.
“I’m alright Tomo-chan” Kame smiles as he looked at Yamapi.
"Kamenashi-san comes in" Kitagawa said to him and pointed a seat for him. He saw Maru, Jin and other boys that he knows also trainee like him which he was with when they become back up dancer of Koichi Domoto-senpai.
"We'll all of you are here so we could go down to business, I gather you all here because I want a temporary unit out of you, I see potential from all of you and I know you will be big." Kitagawa said.
"Thank you sir" They all said.
"Now the group name will be KAT-TUN from your first letter surname, Kamenashi, Akanishi, Tanaka, Taguchi, Ueda and Nakamaru." Kitagawa smile to them.
"We will do our best" they all said in the same time.
When Kitagawa dismiss them they stay in the room to know better each other, He, Jin and Maru get out the same time when they bump with another group.
"Yo! Jin!" The other boy said.
"Yo! Toma-kun! Yamapi-Kun!" Jin gave then high five..
"Why did you come to out of the president office?" Yamapi said as he looked at Jin then to Kame he smile at the younger.
"We will be in a temporary unit, Kame this is Yamapi and Toma I know you know them already right?" Jin said to the younger one.
"Hey! You forgot to introduce me!" Maru tap Jin side.
"Oh sorry, this is Nakamaru-san" Jin said
"Kame? You don't look like a turtle!" Toma teases as he looked at the younger one.
"Huh? Hey! I'm not a turtle, my name is Kazuya" Kame said pouted.
"Kame is cute!" Yamapi said and Kame blushed by that.
"Yah! Kame is cute! So now you’re Kame!" Jin bluntly said.
"Yah! Yah! Whatever!" Kame just said and smile at them.
"We got to go, we still have a rehearsal, Nice to meet you Kame and Nakamaru" Toma said to them.
"Bye! See you again!" Jin said as he walk away while he and Maru follow the older one, but when Yamapi got near him.
"Nice meeting you again Kazu-chan" Yamapi whisper. Kame eyes widen by the nickname Yamapi gave him.
"Nice meeting you too, Tomo-chan" Kame whisper back and he see Yamapi arched his brows when he heard the nickname Kame gave him. They wave good bye to each other.
“Earth to Kazu-chan!” Yamapi teases
“I’m back, Earthling so need to worry” Kame grin at him
“I know that you don’t like this kind of party, why are you always come with Jin?” Yamapi asked
“Don’t you like me being here?” Kame asked back
“You know, I like you to be here but… Can I ask a question? Is AkaKame is real?”
“Are you gossiping now Tomo-chan?” Kame teases
“No, of course not, but you always with him”
“Are you jealous?” Kame smile at the other one
“What if I’m jealous?” Yamapi provoke
But before Kame could answer the door open again and it reveals Jin.
“Hey! Kame-chan, are you okay?” Jin asked
“I’m fine; I’ll be there in a minute”
“Pi? What are you doing here?” Jin asked when he sees his best friend.
“Jin, that was a stupid question, what do you do in a bathroom?” Yamapi said
“Okay! Okay, don’t feel grumpy finishes what you doing and get back in there! Those girls are waiting for you!” Jin teases before he disappeared from the door.
“Come on let get back to them” Kame said as he wipes the water from his face and walk out of the bathroom.
“You didn’t answer my questions” Yamapi murmur as follow the younger one out of the bathroom.
+++
He was called to the office of the president again, this was the third time he got to that office was when they called when Kat-tun was form and the second when He, Maru and Jin go to plead for their debut. And now he was called again.
When he enters the room, he sees Yamapi seating on the other side of the table while Johnny seat in the middle.
"Come on in and sit down Kamenashi-san" Kitagawa said and point a chair to him.
Kame slowly walks in and seat to the chair Kitagawa pointing.
"I know you two are asking why you two are here."
They both nodded at the same time.
"You two will be staring in a drama and you will form a temporary unit for the drama theme song" Kitagawa said to them.
"Eh? Sir, I know that my band is in controversy right now but do you think that this is a good solution?" Yamapi said and looking at Johnny.
"This is not about your group, Yamashita-san"
"So this is about my group not getting debuted and you want me to debut with Yamashita-san" Kame asked worriedly.
"It not also about your group, Kamenashi-san"
"Then what is this about?" They both said
"This is about the drama you both staring at. Your groups are still your group and don't worry about them, this is just a temporary unit" Kitagawa said
"But...” They said again together.
"You don't want to star in this drama?" Kitagawa said looking at them
"Of course, I love too!" They both said the same time.
"Then, it’s good! You will start making the movie next month and also start recording." Kitagawa laughing at them as he got up and let the two think first of what happen.
"Really? You love to be debuted with me?" Yamapi teases
"Like you don't love to." Kame teases back.
"This will be great! A drama and an album with you are great!" Yamapi looked at him.
"Yah it will be great! But Tomo-chan do you think our group will understand about this temporary unit?" Kame asked worriedly.
"Don't worry Kazu-chan I will be with you when you talk to your group and you will be with me when I talk to my group, Is that a deal?" Yamapi smile at him giving him an assurance that every thing will be fine.
"Are you sure is that a good Idea?"
"I'm sure, I will always be here for you"
"And I will always be here for you too" Kame said smiling at the other who smile back at him.
+++
Kame went to the gathering for the new Juniors and there sempai it was in a hotel and only them are allowed so no parents o take them home so Johnny have arrange a room for them to sleep at.
At the party he see again Jin and Maru he hangout with them, he doesn’t know much about the other kids so he stick to what he knew. Jin was really friendly he instantly knows more people that he expected. While Maru and him still shy to mingle to the other people.
When the party ended he walk to the room that assigned to him, the door is already open that means that the one he sharing a room is already in.
“Hello?” He said as he enters the room, he is stunned because the one he is sharing is the person that he sees in the cafeteria.
“Oh, hi!” The boy said smiling at him.
“Oh, hi too” Kame said shyly at the other.
“So we are sharing the same room ne? You are new in Johnny? Then I’m your senpai!” The boy said smiling so cute.
“Really but I think you are still new here, that why you are with me.” Kame tease the other boy he didn’t know were he found that confidence in him.
“I started since 1996, I been a lot with work shop already and I will have a drama soon, not much of a role but I will go acting!” The boy said excited
“Do you like this? I mean being here at Johnny, being an entertainer?” Kame asked curiously.
“Why are you asking this, you don’t want to be an actor or a singer?” The boy asked him.
“I don’t know my parents want me to try this thing but I..” Kame bit his lower lips remembering his dilemma.
“Oh… You know what, why I like to be an actor or a singer is when I watch Takki-senpai in TV, I like to be like him!” the boy said beaming with happiness.
“Really? Is he that good?” Kame asked.
“Yes! I have been move by him and I want to be like him.” The other boy grinned.
“Do you think I can be like that inspiring some one like you?” Kame said as he laid down on the other bed and look at the ceiling.
“You will never know if you don’t continue look I don’t know what will happen in the future but you already here. Just try it, and if you really don’t like then go back to what you like to do.” The other boy said as he lay down on the bed.
“Hmmm It good talking to you by the way my name is Kamenashi Kazuya what yours?” Kame said as he swings to where the other one but he find out that the boy is already sleeping. Oh he already fall asleep, he kind of cute sleeping like that. Hi hi hi.
Kames got up and go to the bathroom and change so he can go to sleep too.
+++
They first go to the News dressing room, and the band of Yamapi immediately accepted that he and Yamapi will be debuting together because as for now they will have their own solo performance; the management already talks to them.
Next stop Kat-tun dressing room.
“Hey, Kame so why does the old man call you?” Koki say as he enters the room.
“Are we going to debut soon?” Junno said smiling.
“Hey, Pi what are you doing here?” Jin asked when he saw his best friend come with Kame.
“Actually about that, I’m here because we are both there with Kitagawa-san” Yamapi said holding Kame shoulder who was he think going to collapse with the interrogation.
“What is this all about?” Ueda said looking at them.
“We’ll I’m going to have a drama with Yamapi”
“That was good news, Congratulation! Kame-chan!” Nakamaru smile at the youngest.
“And?” Jin asked the other looked at him puzzled.
“What? Don’t you expect that was it, because why would be here if that the only thing they have” Jin explained still looking at his best friend and Kame.
“We’ll…. Yamapi and I also are going to have an album together” Kame said in a fast manner.
“What? You are going to debut with him, what about us?!” Jin said furiously
“Hey! It’s just temporary it only for the drama we are making” Yamapi said
“We understood, Kame good luck with your album and drama” Nakamaru hug the younger one.
“I still don’t understand!” Jin said as he goes out of the Kat-tun dressing room.
“Don’t mind him, we support you on this.” Koki said smiling.
“Thanks guys, I hope Jin will understand” Kame worried about Jin.
“He will, I promise!” Yamapi tap his shoulder as the younger looking at him.
+++
“Are you scared? This is the first day of our filming.” Yamapi said to him
“Yes, a little but you are here, you will take care of me right?” Kame puppy eyes him.
“Of course! I will protect Shuji-kun!” Yamapi said and put a Kon Kon sign
“Ha ha ha you did practice a lot with your kon-kon sign.” Kame laughed at Yamapi antics.
“I was just excited! Are you not excited?” Yamapi asked.
“I’m excited as you are, but you know what is my problem is”
“I know its Jin right? I already talk to him and he said he was kind of jealous that you will be debuting with me not him”
“Yes, we promise that to each other” Kame said
“You know I’m happy that we will be having an album”
“I now and I’m happy too that I will be debuting with you”
“Ne, Kame.. I.. think …” Yamapi said but the director already called them.
“Hai! Were coming!” They both said
+++
Kame was sulking in the roof top when Yamapi found him, he slowly seat by the younger one side and he gazed into the view of the other building.
“Why does he have to leave? Is he punishing me for taking the offer to debut with you?” Kame cries
“I don’t know that baka thinking, but I know that he will be back he promise me that.” Yamapi hugs him and he felt secure.
“I don’t know what he is thinking anymore”
“Don’t think too much, I’m here with you and I will not going out of your life” Yamapi said as he hold the other chin and force it to look at him.
“Thanks Tomo-chan” Kame said shyly as he looked at Yamapi intense glare.
“I love you, don’t you know that” Yamapi said softly and kiss his temple, then put some sweet kiss on his lips.
Kame eyes widen, he waited for that for years and hearing it now is making not believe it true.
“What did you say?”
“I say I love you, and I will take care of you for now on” Yamapi looked at him in the eyes.
“I..” Kame stammers for word.
“Don’t force yourself about what I confess; I don’t your need your answer for now. I just want you to tell what I’m feeling.”
“Thank you Tomo-chan” Kame said as he hugged the other.
+++
Jin corner Kame on their way to the practice he pull the younger in an empty room.
“Jin let go! We still have a practice” Kame whine and struggling to be free from the grip.
“I need to talk to you!” Jin said as he let go of Kame hand.
“What is this all about?” Kame asked
“I think I love you” Jin said
“I..I love you too you are my friend” Kame said
“No! I love you as in I’m in love with you!” Jin grabs Kame shoulder and kisses him.
Kame push Jin with all his might and until Jin let go of him.
“Jin, I love you as a brother and nothing more. I’m sorry” Kame said as he walks away from the other.
+++
It nearly lunch time so Kat-tun was seating of their dressing room, Kame got a new shirt and wear it when Koki see him.
“Kame you are getting fatter everyday” Koki teases.
“Hontoni?” Kame looked at his body and frowned.
“Don’t tease Koki he was just healthier than the past, he doesn’t over work and he eat his meal in time” Tatsuya said winking at the younger one.
“I like you this way!” Junno hugged him from behind.
“Oi let me go!” Kame wiggles out of Junno tight hug.
“Yah! Kame you are better now than the past you, and I like it too!” Nakamaru smiles at him.
“I think Yamapi really takes care of you! Too much! He wants you to look like him! Chubby!” Koki teases again
“Shut up Koki!” Kame blushed and he smacks the other head.
“Itai!” Koki scream
“Hey! Kazu-chan it lunch time” Yamapi said as he peek at the Kat-tun dressing room.
“What did you bring Yamapi?” Junno said move closer to the News Leader.
“Lunch for Kazu-chan” Yamapi smile wide.
“Kazu-chan your boyfriend have a lunch for you” Nakamaru singsong.
“Shut up! Come on Tomo-chan let go!” Kame pouted as he drags the older boy out of their dressing room.
“Kame really is different now” Nakamaru said looking at the two who left the room.
“Hai, he is more patient, lovable and happy” Ueda nodded
“He also confident on what he is doing, maybe he is thinking that even he goes down there will always a person by his side and make everything okay again.” Koki said that they all looked at him with shocked expression.
“Hey! Don’t look at me like that everybody see it in Kame, even Jin is out of Kat-tun he keeps us intact and try to be supportive on us” Koki depend on his self.
“Yup, but Jin is coming back in two weeks time, are we prepared to give him another chance? What Kame thinking about this?” Junno said
“Eh???” They both looked at Junno who said those words.
“What???” Junno said puzzled by the looked for his band mates.
“Come on guys let eat! I think Junno is hungry! He is thinking already!” Koki said laughing.
All of them laughed and got out of the dressing room to eat.
+++
Kame and Yamapi was on the roof this is they eat together when lunch time. Yamapi hugged Kame at the back and put his head on Kame shoulder.
“Kazu-chan, Jin is coming back this week” Yamapi said
“Hmm What the problem?” Kame said
“He may take you away from me” Yamapi pout insecurely
“Are you worried about that? I assure you he would not take away me away from you” Kame grin
“But Kazu, I know that you love Jin” Yamapi looked sad as he say it.
“Baka! I love you! You did not give me a chance to say that I love you” Kame said smiling
“Really you love me!” Yamapi hug him tight.
“Tomo, you are the one I love, the first time I saw I know already knew there were something inside of you that I thought I will never find…… Angel of mine” Kame pulls Yamapi into a kiss.
The end.