Secondhand Lions.

[kamakazekeri]

i am so very influenced by the television.
I watched the movie Secondhand Lions today when I woke up,
and was floored, for the second time watching this movie.
Overwhelmed by emotion, I felt compelled to move back to Texas.
I was thinking (very heavily) about how I could get out of debt in Massacusetts,
and go live with my grandmother again.
I love this woman very much.
she has been almost everything in my world for a very long time and I am torn between
here and there because, my immediate family who i live with is right here in
masachusetts,
I have my sister Amber, living with me. I have My brother Alex and, my sister Malyssa
and a relationship that I would like to reconsile with my sister Pola.
I almost have some sort of impulse to take her in as my own, because My father cant
seem to get together for her.
Not to mention a very large number of friends I love here.
My main problem is Texas, my grandmother is there and My good friends are there.
I defenetly need to find a way to figure this out.
I am watching law and order right now.
I wonder what kind of feelings Siphowitz will stir up.