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1. What did you do in 2019 that you'd never done before? uhhh go to an LCS event? I went to worlds lmao but this was just NA
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? no
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? No
4. Did anyone close to you die? Soma counts right? Soma.
5. What countries did you visit? lol like i get to travel that far
6. What would you like to have in 2020 that you lacked in 2019? Maybe a newer car? I got a house wew so...
7. What date from 2019 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? September 10, the day Soma died
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Getting the house, it's just a rent house but it's something
9. What was your biggest failure? idk. procrastinating on every fucking thing
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? back probs and now, migraines!
11. What was the best thing you bought? does the house kind of count it did kick my ass financially
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? uh. Mom's probably for not going insane after everything goes to shit
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Other people of my family that use my mom only when they need something
14. Where did most of your money go? Soma's medical bills, which we will still be paying for years to come
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Maybe the LCS thing? it was really the only big thing we did
16. What song will always remind you of 2019? Fancy by Twice, maybe Dance Monkey
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? slightly sadder
ii. thinner or fatter? becoming land whale once again. Stress eating and depression is good shit
iii. richer or poorer? poorer thanks cat and house
18. What do you wish you'd done more? I really don't know. anything jfc
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Procrastinating, doing things that i don't have to do that i feel obligated to do. Need to learn to say no
20. How will you be spending Christmas? Was two days ago, went to Lubbock to spend time with fam, mom got sick and made us leave early in hopes we don't catch what she had... I'm still waiting, I think I'll get it this weekend.
21. Did you fall in love in 2019? No
22. How many one-night stands? lmao no whatever
23. What was your favorite TV program? the program of i don't watch tv. Raocow's sonic playthroughs
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? I still hate everyone.
25. What was the best book you read? lol books (same) (same) (same in 19 also)
26. What was your greatest musical discovery? Still listening to many new artists in foreign languages.
27. What did you want and get? haus
28. What was your favorite film of this year? the only movie i went to see was once upon a time in hollywood. so that
29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? turned 33. nothing. i had a migraine
30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Soma not dying
31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2019? fucking trash SSJ5, trying to dress too young for my age edition
32. What kept you sane? medications, my mom and dan
33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? video game kouhais
34. What political issue stirred you the most? Still hate everything and everyone
35. Who did you miss this year? my mom mostly. (Same) (saaame) (SAME)
36. Who was the best new person you met? I don't think I met anyone new this year that I kept up with.
37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2019: i wish i could say i learned anything but i just continue to be an anxious mess
38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: I never really know what to put here. Song about the loss of my cat. I miss you so much Soma
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? no
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? No
4. Did anyone close to you die? Soma counts right? Soma.
5. What countries did you visit? lol like i get to travel that far
6. What would you like to have in 2020 that you lacked in 2019? Maybe a newer car? I got a house wew so...
7. What date from 2019 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? September 10, the day Soma died
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Getting the house, it's just a rent house but it's something
9. What was your biggest failure? idk. procrastinating on every fucking thing
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? back probs and now, migraines!
11. What was the best thing you bought? does the house kind of count it did kick my ass financially
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? uh. Mom's probably for not going insane after everything goes to shit
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Other people of my family that use my mom only when they need something
14. Where did most of your money go? Soma's medical bills, which we will still be paying for years to come
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Maybe the LCS thing? it was really the only big thing we did
16. What song will always remind you of 2019? Fancy by Twice, maybe Dance Monkey
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? slightly sadder
ii. thinner or fatter? becoming land whale once again. Stress eating and depression is good shit
iii. richer or poorer? poorer thanks cat and house
18. What do you wish you'd done more? I really don't know. anything jfc
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Procrastinating, doing things that i don't have to do that i feel obligated to do. Need to learn to say no
20. How will you be spending Christmas? Was two days ago, went to Lubbock to spend time with fam, mom got sick and made us leave early in hopes we don't catch what she had... I'm still waiting, I think I'll get it this weekend.
21. Did you fall in love in 2019? No
22. How many one-night stands? lmao no whatever
23. What was your favorite TV program? the program of i don't watch tv. Raocow's sonic playthroughs
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? I still hate everyone.
25. What was the best book you read? lol books (same) (same) (same in 19 also)
26. What was your greatest musical discovery? Still listening to many new artists in foreign languages.
27. What did you want and get? haus
28. What was your favorite film of this year? the only movie i went to see was once upon a time in hollywood. so that
29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? turned 33. nothing. i had a migraine
30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Soma not dying
31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2019? fucking trash SSJ5, trying to dress too young for my age edition
32. What kept you sane? medications, my mom and dan
33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? video game kouhais
34. What political issue stirred you the most? Still hate everything and everyone
35. Who did you miss this year? my mom mostly. (Same) (saaame) (SAME)
36. Who was the best new person you met? I don't think I met anyone new this year that I kept up with.
37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2019: i wish i could say i learned anything but i just continue to be an anxious mess
38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: I never really know what to put here. Song about the loss of my cat. I miss you so much Soma