Mar 08, 2005 06:33
Well I have just woken up from my long nights sleep and now I have to face the fact that I must go to work in a couple of hours. SUCK! I have also been struggling with the fact that what I thought was a crush on a younger guy is really a like, and where that is not a bad thing it is just that age difference is something that I have struggled with for a long time. I guess it is not that big of a deal. ( I know Trevor and Natalie I know) So it is time just to see what will happen. I guess my biggest fears with this situatation would be how his parents would react, because I am three years older then he is. I really like and respect his parents and I would not want to upset them in any way.
Well aside from boy drama which I have not even began to touch on I am sooooooooooooo excited about going to California in four days. It will give me a nine day break from the drama at home and I will be able to breathe and visit my dad and just have fun and relax. I hope all is well while I am out there, and that things calm down here. I am tired of the drama the comes up at work, and family, and friends. Not that I don't like hleping people, but I feel like ever since August there has been nothing but non stop drama and now I have a chance to break free from it for a few days. I know it probably wont go away, and it will still be here when I get back, but I will have a break. I will , by the end of the week, probably end up missing it. For now goodbye my loved ones.