neptune
Neptune in the Fourth House or Cancer: an idealistic expectation that the world, the universe, the origin of all things, the home, and the family is but a universal womb of purity, simplicity, of love, and of nurturing for and through all. This expectation produces a natural emotional empathy for all, a compassion linked to the common suffering of all. Disillusionment and spiritual trauma occurs to these people through the experience and perception of a natural innocence which exists within themselves, and others, becoming violated, abused, destroyed and contaminated This experience is based on the ugly realization that impurity exists in others, that others can have malevolent intentions, that the world is no good, and that the soul can be corrupted. The natural child of innocence becomes lost, confused, and alienated within an impure world. An existential void of a godless world now haunts their souls. When Neptune transits the 4th House, forms stressful aspects through transit to the Moon, or the planetary ruler of the 4th House, or to planets in the natal 4th House these traumas can occur.
Neptune in the Ninth House or Sagittarius: an idealistic expectation that the way in which these individuals view the world in general, and whatever specific views that they hold about the nature of some dynamic or experience that is occurring in their or another's life, is understood and shared by others. It is as if their "truth" must be general truth for all. Disillusionment and trauma occur when they are forced to see that their truth or vision is but one against many other truths and visions. In addition, many of these individuals have a core feeling of inadequacy and impurity which can generate the need to compensate for this feeling. This compensation can take the form of becoming incredible liars, the basis of the lies to create an illusion that makes them appear holy, grand, sincere, and much "larger" than they actually are within themselves. These lies can also be created to maneuver or manipulate others to do something that they want done for some devious and dishonest purpose. Disillusionment and trauma occurs when their lies are revealed, and when the actual reality of who they are becomes exposed and in their face. Some will have unconscious expectations that all people should be or are essentially honest. This is because this type of person is inwardly defined by this noble dynamic. Some are the very essence of unwavering honesty in all that they do, in the very nature of their beingness. Disillusionment and trauma occur when they experience the pain of dishonesty through others, when they become victimized by an unprincipled world. When Neptune transits the Ninth House, forms stressful aspects through transit to Jupiter, planets within the natal Ninth House, or to the planetary ruler of the Ninth House it can generate these issues and subsequent trauma.