Gods, I hate this day
Frankly, I'm hating the hell out of this week.
This month? No, this year.
2008: the year I wish I were dead.
Fuck a bunch of this.
Is it too much to ask to have a stretch of days where my moods don't swing like a gods damned pendulum on speed? Or to have some time where my shit doesn't all just go wrong? Getting bitched out at work, a constant barrage of personal issues, crappy weather that makes me want to run around in circles and scream until my lungs explode?
I feel so fucking beat up that I literally have no idea what could be an improvement. There's just nothing I can think of that would make things better than they are. I don't have options that seem positive, and I'm tired of it. I can't plan anything, can't look ahead to anything.
Yeah, this is a temper tantrum. What's new?
This month? No, this year.
2008: the year I wish I were dead.
Fuck a bunch of this.
Is it too much to ask to have a stretch of days where my moods don't swing like a gods damned pendulum on speed? Or to have some time where my shit doesn't all just go wrong? Getting bitched out at work, a constant barrage of personal issues, crappy weather that makes me want to run around in circles and scream until my lungs explode?
I feel so fucking beat up that I literally have no idea what could be an improvement. There's just nothing I can think of that would make things better than they are. I don't have options that seem positive, and I'm tired of it. I can't plan anything, can't look ahead to anything.
Yeah, this is a temper tantrum. What's new?