Today Should Have Been Fine
Today was supposed to be a good day. A day off from work, a full day to take care of some business and just relax.
You ever find yourself explaining something to someone and as you say it, you just want to crawl into a hole and die?
So much of my life is different that I can't even list it all.
I live in a different place.
I have a new job.
I don't smoke anymore.
I don't have my Saturn.
I'm not married anymore.
What's that Wallflowers song? "Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same..."
I just keep crying, over and over, for no real reason except that I'm sad and scared and confused.
I've got one headlight, and I think it's dimmed out.
You ever find yourself explaining something to someone and as you say it, you just want to crawl into a hole and die?
So much of my life is different that I can't even list it all.
I live in a different place.
I have a new job.
I don't smoke anymore.
I don't have my Saturn.
I'm not married anymore.
What's that Wallflowers song? "Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same..."
I just keep crying, over and over, for no real reason except that I'm sad and scared and confused.
I've got one headlight, and I think it's dimmed out.