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Ive failed myself and those around me once AGAIN. I honestly wish there were better words right now.. nothing seems to be enough to express my feelings of regret. I'm sorry Ive hurt you. I beg youto fogive me. Stupid words I know.. but if you knew with how much sincerety I said them... perhaps that would make a difference. You don't need the sorrow I give you... just leave me.. You dont want me, I'm only making things worse. But know I never meant for it to go like this. I only want to make you happy. I screwed up, I can see that... in plain view.. All I can say right now is sorry, for everything. I want to talk to you (in person) ... I hope Im just freaking out for no reason.. Give me reason to believe itll be okay... Right now I'm terrified of losing you on such terms... Im scared.