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Oh gods does my shoulder and side hurt
It was worth it though
Kwik was upset when I told him about my week (excluding being kissed, just said about the injuries.... may have mentioned what happened with Sin but I think he missed it because he didn't ask) but he seems to be handling it pretty well
Or maybe he isn't and that's why we nearly in the row then did so zealously in the woods.
Then again, could just be because he hadn't gotten to spend time with me really for so long.
Still not sure how I feel about him singing me to sleep. I enjoy it, but at the same time it seems odd. I can't figure out why.
Saw Cardea this morning for my shoulder to help repair any damage to any tendons or ligaments. I seemed to have lucked out with avoiding any major damage, but it's still going to hurt awhile
I don't mind really, just another reminder of a mistake I made
Speaking of which, not sure what I want to do with my side. Cardea wants to help me get rid of the scar, or at least try to fade it to be like the one on my chest (That she's still trying to convince me to let her get rid of completely), but I'm not really sure at the time if I want to.
I don't really care if it's ugly looking, most people will never get to see it anyways.
I feel kind of bad that Kwik had to though
It's a physical reminder though that I can't depend on those I think are friends. I can't always avoid fights when in enemy territory and I can't rely on the people I'm friendly with to help me if I am.
I may let her help with fading it when the pain of what happens lessens.
The marks on my arm and leg are almost gone; faded to a light pink now. I don't mind if those are gone.
The less scars on my limbs the less likely people are to question me if I wear something other than long sleeves and pants (Not very logical to go swimming in them after all. Shorts and a sleeveless (or near) shirt are a lot more practical for that).
Don't want to have to keep explaining to people about the bite marks.
.... I havn't spent time in the library in forever.... going to have to some time
[[Updated pic for scars. Added the scars from when she tried to tear/claw her own heart out (May have to tilt the screen to see it better, depending on your computer), plus the new one from the arrow and being chewed on
Click for bigger pic]]
It was worth it though
Kwik was upset when I told him about my week (excluding being kissed, just said about the injuries.... may have mentioned what happened with Sin but I think he missed it because he didn't ask) but he seems to be handling it pretty well
Or maybe he isn't and that's why we nearly in the row then did so zealously in the woods.
Then again, could just be because he hadn't gotten to spend time with me really for so long.
Still not sure how I feel about him singing me to sleep. I enjoy it, but at the same time it seems odd. I can't figure out why.
Saw Cardea this morning for my shoulder to help repair any damage to any tendons or ligaments. I seemed to have lucked out with avoiding any major damage, but it's still going to hurt awhile
I don't mind really, just another reminder of a mistake I made
Speaking of which, not sure what I want to do with my side. Cardea wants to help me get rid of the scar, or at least try to fade it to be like the one on my chest (That she's still trying to convince me to let her get rid of completely), but I'm not really sure at the time if I want to.
I don't really care if it's ugly looking, most people will never get to see it anyways.
I feel kind of bad that Kwik had to though
It's a physical reminder though that I can't depend on those I think are friends. I can't always avoid fights when in enemy territory and I can't rely on the people I'm friendly with to help me if I am.
I may let her help with fading it when the pain of what happens lessens.
The marks on my arm and leg are almost gone; faded to a light pink now. I don't mind if those are gone.
The less scars on my limbs the less likely people are to question me if I wear something other than long sleeves and pants (Not very logical to go swimming in them after all. Shorts and a sleeveless (or near) shirt are a lot more practical for that).
Don't want to have to keep explaining to people about the bite marks.
.... I havn't spent time in the library in forever.... going to have to some time
[[Updated pic for scars. Added the scars from when she tried to tear/claw her own heart out (May have to tilt the screen to see it better, depending on your computer), plus the new one from the arrow and being chewed on
Click for bigger pic]]