May 26, 2004 20:57
Just waiting for my B-day to roll by, I've been getting real bored and even more lonely I don't know about the whole thing with Clarissa she probably doesn't even like me. All I have to say is the world would be a lot better place without love either that or it would be a hell of a lot worse you can't really tell. Anyways I'm currently in production of a song called Love is like Life it's sort of about me but it can relate to other people too I'm sure. I'm hoping to start production of my film in June I hope so I watched Bubba Ho-Tep today and it made me cry because that's what I want to do. I have seen that movie four times now it is that good I saw it twice in the theaters and twice at home today I can't believe it only took them six weeks to film such an awesome movie. Anyways to jump to the point I'm OK starting Sunday I was feeling pretty good up until yesterday but I'm still not drinking again and stuff so I'm cool. Hopefully my bowling party on Saturday goes well and people actually show up, Shawna is not going she was just a real bitch about it to first she said she wasn't going then she finally told me it's because she doesn't like my friends so I was like fine whatever go to hell. Oh well we will probably never even be real friends not like we were ever really friends in the first place talk about jumping into a relationship anyways thats all for now.
Let it be known that below is one of my favorite quotes it gives me the motivation and determination I need to continue on through life.
Quote: "To get what you want you must commit yourself for some time."
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