I want to die!

[kalomari]

I can't take this shit anymore, I just want to die this is no mood swing I'm so tired so fucking tired I just want to lay down and cry forever my job sucks, I can't get a girl nothing ever works for me. What am I supposed to do I have no idea I just want to kill over I mean it feels like my friends even use me sometimes except for some of them who

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I'm fine....

[kalomari]

God damn I was so fucking pissed and stressed yesterday remember the PMSing you were talking about Amanda well when I PMS it's usually me happy every other day in the monthly I'm just angry and stressed. I mean my poor mom I pray for her all the damn time my dad shit I don't even want to go into that. I love them both but their probably going to be long gone before I make something of myself which I am extremely determined to do. I mean CyberZONE does have a lot of kids LOL not to mention a couple got in a fight while I was working yesterday so I had to help break it up. I just need to get away from things from Kristy, from work I need to be able to have time and space finish my books and scripts I don't know what to do. You know I'm glad you guys care though I love you guys Gavin your my best friend know matter what anyone ever says and know matter how much of an ass you are at times. And Amanda your great your such a nice person I mean after I was a total dick to you, you still was able to surpass that and become my friend you guys are true friendship. And as for my family I love them I'm starting to bond more with my brother which really rocks and Jake and John their good guys John is mean about the drinking but he's only doing it for my own good so I don't become a drunk. I love all you guys yes even Daniel is an okay kid at times I won't deny the fact that I do consider him a friend. I want you guys to know that in my entire life so far you guys are the ones who have kept me alive, kicking and motivated, knowing that if I want to I can do anything.

Quote: "Love is like a rose it blossoms and then it dies only to blossom again in the future."

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