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Some things are annoying me that I need to put down...
I realized today that after work I hadn't seen Ashley all day... so I assumed since I was up before 11, left before two, and got home before seven, that she just hasn't been home all day... and I realized how calm everything was... like REALLY calm... I wish life could be like this everyday... I'd wake up, leave, come home and have everything be happy... how much longer will she be here for????... why can't she just leave????...
My mom told me that my Aunt Laura... side-note: no blood relation, I've just known her my ENTIRE life... no joke, I've known her longer then any other Aunt/Uncle... she was there when I was freaking born people, and she also helped raise me, this is the lady who took care of me when my dad would take me to games... POINT BEING... she told my mom she needed to ask/talk to me about something very serious in my life... so I was thinking there are many things, what could it be... and my mom told me that it was her not wanting me to work my first year of college... and that mom and dad SHOULD pay for everything, it's their duty... and I've been thinking about it - more of what would make her say that... she REALLY cares about be, no doubt in my mind --- not to mention I've been told... but I really respect her and everything she says... she is one of the smartest people I know, she helped raise me, and whenever I've needed help she's been there for me... not to mention I've worked for her before... but I've really been thinking about what she said...
Prom was --- frustrating really... dinner, strange... the movie, THANK GOD CHELSEA, SAM, AND CANDACE CAME!!!!... they helped me get through that... then Prom in general, I swear once we went through the door he just stopped talking (actually he stopped a while ago)... and I introduced him to people and everything, they tried to talk to him but he just didn't talk... then when Carrie and I would be dancing, he'd stand there and bob his head... it was SO annoying... mainly because he said to my face at dinner that he loved to go to parties and clubs and dance... yeah I didn't see any dancing... then Carrie and I would try to talk to him but it flat out didn't work... that was just annoying...
I realized today that after work I hadn't seen Ashley all day... so I assumed since I was up before 11, left before two, and got home before seven, that she just hasn't been home all day... and I realized how calm everything was... like REALLY calm... I wish life could be like this everyday... I'd wake up, leave, come home and have everything be happy... how much longer will she be here for????... why can't she just leave????...
My mom told me that my Aunt Laura... side-note: no blood relation, I've just known her my ENTIRE life... no joke, I've known her longer then any other Aunt/Uncle... she was there when I was freaking born people, and she also helped raise me, this is the lady who took care of me when my dad would take me to games... POINT BEING... she told my mom she needed to ask/talk to me about something very serious in my life... so I was thinking there are many things, what could it be... and my mom told me that it was her not wanting me to work my first year of college... and that mom and dad SHOULD pay for everything, it's their duty... and I've been thinking about it - more of what would make her say that... she REALLY cares about be, no doubt in my mind --- not to mention I've been told... but I really respect her and everything she says... she is one of the smartest people I know, she helped raise me, and whenever I've needed help she's been there for me... not to mention I've worked for her before... but I've really been thinking about what she said...
Prom was --- frustrating really... dinner, strange... the movie, THANK GOD CHELSEA, SAM, AND CANDACE CAME!!!!... they helped me get through that... then Prom in general, I swear once we went through the door he just stopped talking (actually he stopped a while ago)... and I introduced him to people and everything, they tried to talk to him but he just didn't talk... then when Carrie and I would be dancing, he'd stand there and bob his head... it was SO annoying... mainly because he said to my face at dinner that he loved to go to parties and clubs and dance... yeah I didn't see any dancing... then Carrie and I would try to talk to him but it flat out didn't work... that was just annoying...