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First of all, I want to say sorry to everyone... I was being a bitch today... I was tired, stressed, sick, nervous, and it just wasn't a good day... so I snapped at people here and there through out the day and now I feel super guilty (god, I seem to be guilty a lot lately)... so I'm sorry, I really am...
Other then that, my mom and I had a talk... she read one of my SUPER old journal entries that I wrote before I went to Colorado last summer... and it basically said "I hate my family because they're acting like I'm not leaving"... or something like that... and she said that she went around the house and began to pray on Friday night... and in all the rooms she felt feelings... or as I put it; energies...
In Ashley's she felt discontent, anger, etc.... obvious yes????
In Caleb's she said she felt the normal teen stuff...
In her's and dad's she felt frustration and other stuff...
Then she said that when she was about to go into mine she was prepared to have a "fight with the devil" (she hasn't gotten over me being Wiccan yet) and went in all "bring it bitch" and stuff... and she said that when she came in here she actually felt very very peaceful... and that out of all the rooms in the house this is the one with no negative feelings/energy and it was calm and relaxing to be in here... so yeah, twas weird, but very true because I like to stay peaceful...
And, my mom's psychic... it's offical... when Sierra, Bree and I were on the way to the Art Center last night we were waiting in traffic and my mom called and said she had bad feeling and needed to know if I was fine... so I was just like "Yeah, we're fine, we're almost to Main."... then about 2 minutes after getting off the phone with her this bozo almost rams the front driver side of my car trying to get into the lane... it was REALLY close and I was actually moving... but the only thing that kept us from hitting eachother was my foot still on the clutch and my other foot being angled just over the brake (I pushed my heel down basically)... SCARY!!!!... and the person driving was being a complete idiot by tailgating the person in front of him... thank god we turned onto Main a mile later...
Again, I'm sorry for today... I was a bitch, I admit it... and now I leave...
Other then that, my mom and I had a talk... she read one of my SUPER old journal entries that I wrote before I went to Colorado last summer... and it basically said "I hate my family because they're acting like I'm not leaving"... or something like that... and she said that she went around the house and began to pray on Friday night... and in all the rooms she felt feelings... or as I put it; energies...
In Ashley's she felt discontent, anger, etc.... obvious yes????
In Caleb's she said she felt the normal teen stuff...
In her's and dad's she felt frustration and other stuff...
Then she said that when she was about to go into mine she was prepared to have a "fight with the devil" (she hasn't gotten over me being Wiccan yet) and went in all "bring it bitch" and stuff... and she said that when she came in here she actually felt very very peaceful... and that out of all the rooms in the house this is the one with no negative feelings/energy and it was calm and relaxing to be in here... so yeah, twas weird, but very true because I like to stay peaceful...
And, my mom's psychic... it's offical... when Sierra, Bree and I were on the way to the Art Center last night we were waiting in traffic and my mom called and said she had bad feeling and needed to know if I was fine... so I was just like "Yeah, we're fine, we're almost to Main."... then about 2 minutes after getting off the phone with her this bozo almost rams the front driver side of my car trying to get into the lane... it was REALLY close and I was actually moving... but the only thing that kept us from hitting eachother was my foot still on the clutch and my other foot being angled just over the brake (I pushed my heel down basically)... SCARY!!!!... and the person driving was being a complete idiot by tailgating the person in front of him... thank god we turned onto Main a mile later...
Again, I'm sorry for today... I was a bitch, I admit it... and now I leave...