Re: Huh huh...do.me.kalliope1980November 22 2005, 05:54:42 UTC
Leave your name and: 1. I'll respond with something random about you. Although you have tastes in really warm colours, I like the theme and decorations you do. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. hmmm songs, agent orange "bloodstains", the clash, or when we had our big fight ani difranco's "independence day" hmmmm movie.... one flew over the cukoos nest or hell raiser bloodlines because those two movies you kept kicking me because i kept falling asleep (still havent seen them) OR for some reason beavis and butthead. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. hmmmm i kinda have to agree... i was thinking swparkling pink berry with cat food floating in it but yours is even better 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. dont fall asleep with that thing on. that came to mind first .... 5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you. you freaking out and laughing hard with kellis bird monday on your head. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. Very light coloured land animal.... quick, light, silent looking ...some what solitary in mannerisms but still kind of heart. These two I when to immediately. I think they kinda fit. http://www.linsdomain.com/totems/pages/lynx.htm http://www.linsdomain.com/totems/pages/antelope.htm 7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. What is the one thing you lost in your life you miss the most (not person but attribute) and what attribute or thing have you gained that you love the most?
To answer your question... I think it was when I found myself so alone that I was physically paralyzed by fear in a poor low budget house feeling screams inside but not hearing them. That changed me the most but both for good and extreme bad. It brought up my three biggest fears, 1. being alone, 2. not being anything i could love or anyone else could love, 3. not having the adult survival skills to make it... to be impoverish, confused, and unknowing how to build back up my life or how to attain my goals.
Re: Huh huh...do.me.jennerbenderNovember 23 2005, 03:26:42 UTC
I think your fears are very easy to relate to...everyone feels afraid to grow up...don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Hell...I don't think I ever will! AND... To answer this question: "7.What is the one thing you lost in your life you miss the most (not person but attribute) and what attribute or thing have you gained that you love the most?"
The thing I've lost and MISS the most is what happens to all grown ups before they reach 30...loss of innocence and a soft heart. I've got a bigger wall up than china now...experiences thoughout life will do that to you. To survive we all have to get a tougher skin, but I really the same thing that protects us can keep joy out too.
The thing I've gained that I love the most is a better sense of self-worth. I know who I am, I'm not trying to fit in...I feel more comfortable in my skin.
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
Although you have tastes in really warm colours, I like the theme and decorations you do.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. hmmm songs, agent orange "bloodstains", the clash, or when we had our big fight ani difranco's "independence day" hmmmm movie.... one flew over the cukoos nest or hell raiser bloodlines because those two movies you kept kicking me because i kept falling asleep (still havent seen them) OR for some reason beavis and butthead.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. hmmmm i kinda have to agree... i was thinking swparkling pink berry with cat food floating in it but yours is even better
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. dont fall asleep with that thing on. that came to mind first ....
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you. you freaking out and laughing hard with kellis bird monday on your head.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. Very light coloured land animal.... quick, light, silent looking ...some what solitary in mannerisms but still kind of heart.
These two I when to immediately. I think they kinda fit.
http://www.linsdomain.com/totems/pages/lynx.htm
http://www.linsdomain.com/totems/pages/antelope.htm
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
What is the one thing you lost in your life you miss the most (not person but attribute) and what attribute or thing have you gained that you love the most?
To answer your question... I think it was when I found myself so alone that I was physically paralyzed by fear in a poor low budget house feeling screams inside but not hearing them. That changed me the most but both for good and extreme bad. It brought up my three biggest fears, 1. being alone, 2. not being anything i could love or anyone else could love, 3. not having the adult survival skills to make it... to be impoverish, confused, and unknowing how to build back up my life or how to attain my goals.
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AND...
To answer this question:
"7.What is the one thing you lost in your life you miss the most (not person but attribute) and what attribute or thing have you gained that you love the most?"
The thing I've lost and MISS the most is what happens to all grown ups before they reach 30...loss of innocence and a soft heart. I've got a bigger wall up than china now...experiences thoughout life will do that to you. To survive we all have to get a tougher skin, but I really the same thing that protects us can keep joy out too.
The thing I've gained that I love the most is a better sense of self-worth. I know who I am, I'm not trying to fit in...I feel more comfortable in my skin.
Thanks for #6, that's flattering.
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