Comments | kalliel: [Fic] After the People Lights Have Gone Off

kalliel

[Fic] After the People Lights Have Gone Off

Nov 13, 2016 10:22

Dean POV. Just some dour interior rambling. Tag to 12x04 "American Nightmare."

( Sam still hasn't asked him why he's not dead. Dean still hasn't tried to explain. )

infamati et obliterati, fic: spn

Comments 25

milly_gal November 13 2016, 15:41:37 UTC

Oh my, honey! *clutches her heart* this is just about desolate enough to make me want to crawl into a ball under my desk but so beautifully and articulately written that it makes me sit up and go, "Huh!" Thank you for that ♥

kalliel November 13 2016, 16:04:11 UTC

I'm glad this was powerful for you, bb! <333 I'm finally catching up on S12 so far, and while this is LITERALLY ALWAYS TRUE, it's made me especially want to know what's up in Dean's head right now. Thank you for reading!

milly_gal November 13 2016, 17:35:46 UTC

It really ticked a good few of my boxes, which you do very often, so for that, thank you! It's lovely to have some faves who I know no matter the subject matter, they deliver! You are def one of them peeps ;)

I ALWAYS wanna know what's happening in the boy's heads. Sammy I'm good with, I can kinda channel, but Dean he's almost a mystery to me and when you write him it opens up the ideas and shows me what I think would be his way of thinking :)

firesign10 November 13 2016, 16:20:50 UTC

Wow. I still want them to hug, but I don't know if they can reach each other.

kalliel November 13 2016, 16:40:22 UTC

Me too, haha. XD I hope we can look forward to a moment where that feels appropriate to both of them!

Thank you for reading~

frozen_delight November 13 2016, 17:12:25 UTC

This is EVERYTHING! ♥ ♥ ♥

Thank you so much for giving me the emotional connection to the characters that the show's somewhat denying me at the moment. <333

So many great lines, particularly this one:

You could call this trust--but then, you can call it whatever you want.

It pains me that Sam and Dean haven't really talked about anything, but as long as it inspires you to write gems like this fic, I can live with that.

kalliel November 13 2016, 18:49:04 UTC

I'm glad this works for you! I'm always kind of worried about these sorts of tags, because they don't necessarily do anything or go anywhere or have any sort of story, per se--so it's just kind of like, well, here is a thing! But then I'm like, let's be real, I really just want to spend some time in Dean's head whether there's story there or not. The episode was the story! XD This is my Winchester "we" time.

Here's to some quality on-screen "we" time soon! <33 Thank you for reading, bb.

borgmama1of5 November 13 2016, 18:12:42 UTC

My heart aches for Dean...

kalliel November 13 2016, 18:38:40 UTC

Saaame. Forever and always. <333 Thank you for reading!

anactoria November 13 2016, 21:59:43 UTC

Oh, this is wonderful -- really captures the weird off-ness of their relationship at the moment, but in a meaningful way. <33

kalliel November 13 2016, 22:12:35 UTC

I'm glad this works for you! And oh, Winchesters. <333 I hope they're able to shake it and let some light in. Or at least get to the point of being able to help each other reach for it. I imagine with these two you need to list all the minute intermediary steps!

Thank you for reading, bb!