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so, today would have been Peter's 76th birthday. wonder if he would have become a grumpy old man? if i would have driven him to it?
i don't think he would have, because when he was in the hospice, a couple of days before he died, his nurse asked him what he hoped to gain from his hospice stay? and he told her he wanted to be able to potter in the garden, and to make the dinner ready for when i came home from work. he told me once he wished that he could make time stand still for himself so i could catch up, well, i'm only 5 years behind him now, i've caught up 10 years, so who knows!
this depression is very insiduous, probably not spelled correctly, sorry! i'm on zopiclone as a sleeping tablet as well at the moment, still feel very nauseous in the mornings, and tired all the time. see my doc next monday, and my counsellor on the following friday.
today it is sunny, a good thing after all the rain we've had.
i'm here on the computer with my beautiful Callie beside me - for almost 19 she is in pretty good shape. just looking at me accusingly though bewcause she's only been fed once this morning!!!
and so enough for today. i'm tired!!! rest and tv.
i don't think he would have, because when he was in the hospice, a couple of days before he died, his nurse asked him what he hoped to gain from his hospice stay? and he told her he wanted to be able to potter in the garden, and to make the dinner ready for when i came home from work. he told me once he wished that he could make time stand still for himself so i could catch up, well, i'm only 5 years behind him now, i've caught up 10 years, so who knows!
this depression is very insiduous, probably not spelled correctly, sorry! i'm on zopiclone as a sleeping tablet as well at the moment, still feel very nauseous in the mornings, and tired all the time. see my doc next monday, and my counsellor on the following friday.
today it is sunny, a good thing after all the rain we've had.
i'm here on the computer with my beautiful Callie beside me - for almost 19 she is in pretty good shape. just looking at me accusingly though bewcause she's only been fed once this morning!!!
and so enough for today. i'm tired!!! rest and tv.