Aug 13, 2005 23:03
I was compelled to fill this out after I saw the one on Lauren's msn Blog:
== Incidentally, i will be out of contact via t'internet untill thursday night/ friday morning, as I have to go to liverpool to meet my grizzly fate... i mean re-sit my exams (i get the two confused) ==
? ? ? R E L A T I O N S H I P S ? ? ?
Who are your best friends?: Andrew, Ross, Oz, Mike, Jay, Ash, Mark, Craig, Chris, Gill
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no
How many ex's do you have?: 8... i think
What is your longest relationship?: 1 year
? ? ? F A S H I O N | S T U F F ? ? ?
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes: No favorites, i look all over for cool stuff
Any tattoos or piercings: nope
What outfit are you most proud about?: either m red "pete liked a simple life" T-shirt or my "bard" shirt (ty Oz for the name)
is your most comfortable outfit?: anything really
What do you usually wear?: Jeans, white T-shirt, leather jacket
? ? ?S P E C I F I C S ? ? ?
Do you do drugs?: smoked weed in the past. not into that anymore.
What kind of shampoo do you use?: Head and shoulders
What are you most scared of?: Being alone
What are you listening to right now: Silence
Who is the last person that called you?: Lauren
Where do you want to get married?: Not really thought about it. It would be her choice - afterall it's the lady's day.
How many buddies are online right now?: 8
What would you change about yourself?: to be able to tan - i hate my pale skin.
Girls names: dunno really
Guys names: John - after My Grandad.
Subjects in school: BSc(hons) Computer Games Technology @ Liverpool John Moore's University
Animals: Not a fan really
? ? ? H A V E | Y O U | E V E R ? ? ?
Smoked?: Yes but not often. and never when sober
Bungee jumped?: No
Made yourself throw up?: no
Skinny dipped?: no
Ever been in love?: Yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: No
Cried when someone died?: no-one i've ever known has died
Lied: Yes
Fallen for your best friend?: No... well sort of
Been rejected?: more times than i can remember
Rejected someone?: Yes
Used someone?: No
Done something you regret?: many things...
? ? ? C U R R E N T ? ? ?
Clothes: jeans, white T-shirt
Music: none
Annoyance: long story
Smell: nothing really
Desktop picture: Amy Acker (or however it's spelled - the hot chick from angel)
Cd in player: nothing
DVD in player: It's the same drive as above, so nothing
? ? ? A R E | Y O U ? ? ?
Understanding: I try to be
Open-minded: Yeah, I try to be
Arrogant: i think i am, verry :(
Insecure: Yes
Random: Yeah sometimes
Hungry: only now that you mention it :\
Smart: not nearly as smart as people think i am
Moody: very
Hard working: no - i lack the motivation
Organized: no
Healthy: not too bad...
Shy: yes
Difficult: Sometimes
Attractive: no
Bored easily: not overly
Obsessed: About?
Angry: yeah
Sad: All the time
Happy: not really
Hyper: no
Trusting: yes
? ? ? R A N D O M ? ? ?
In the morning I: get up, turn on my computer and make a brew
All you need is: love!
Love is: unrequited
Present Goal You Want To Achieve: make it to the end of summer
Future Goal You Want To Achieve: be loved. have a good job. not be trapped in cumbria.
? ? ? W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R ? ? ?
Coke or Pepsi: Coke
Flowers or candy: Flowers, more romantic
Tall or short: doesn't make a difference. but shorter than me is prefferable
? ? ? W H O ? ? ?
Makes you laugh the most: Oz, Lauren
Makes you smile: The thought of holding lauren close
Makes you want to do better: not a who. just the fact that i cannot fail - if i do, there is nothing i can do.
? ? ? D O | Y O U | E V E R ? ? ?
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Yes
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: No - i like the ladies too much
Wish you were younger: yes. there's so much i could fix and undo if i could re-live it
Cried because someone said something to you?: Yes
? ? ? N U M B E R ? ? ?
Of times I have had my heart broken: i lost count a long time ago
Of girls I've kissed: 17... i think
Of CD's I own: about two dozen
Of scars on my body: a few on my face, on on top of my head
Of things that I regret: there's far to many to count, but i feel guilty for every one of them
? ? ? Y O U R | T H O U G H T S ? ? ?
I know: this week is going to be bad
I want: to be with the one I love
I have: a lot to deal with
I wish: I could be heard
I hate: the fact that someone I'm so close to lives so far away.
I fear: loosing the one i love
I hear: my CPU fan
I search: my heart for the answers. And what little remains of my soul for the strength i need.
I wonder: why
I love: I don't think there's a single person who doesn't know the answer to that.