GOD
eek, I took the lord's name in vain tonight at tennis and got a bad look from Gary, no verbal reprimand this time at least. foul language incidents aside, i do enjoy my time at the tennis club. it makes me feel like part of the corvallis community. i'm just one of the gang, playing doubles monday nights with a dentist, a banker, and a contractor.
i had an akward phone call with my dad tonight. towards the end he admitted that he was watching basketball, which might explain why it seemed like i didn't have his full attention. i don't know, phone calls with him are always disapointing. we both want more- more depth, more clarity, more connection but instead we just stumble through a brief update every once in a while. sometimes months will pass with no contact. it scares me and makes me sad that i honestly know very little about him and neither of us seems able to fix that. sigh.
had a nice chat with neil this afternoon. wishing i could hear her voice and missing the nights she watched alias in my room last year.
i had an akward phone call with my dad tonight. towards the end he admitted that he was watching basketball, which might explain why it seemed like i didn't have his full attention. i don't know, phone calls with him are always disapointing. we both want more- more depth, more clarity, more connection but instead we just stumble through a brief update every once in a while. sometimes months will pass with no contact. it scares me and makes me sad that i honestly know very little about him and neither of us seems able to fix that. sigh.
had a nice chat with neil this afternoon. wishing i could hear her voice and missing the nights she watched alias in my room last year.