lonely
so, he calls to tell me that he is thinking about coming up to visit. Duh, it is obviously going to get me excited. Don't tell me that you are going to come up and visit me unless you are sure when you are coming....you have known since day one that i plan everything out to the day. I will come this weekend, no I will come next weekend, no, let's just play it by ear. I can't get ahold of FUCKING STEVE. why does every god damned thing have to revolve around fucking marcus. are you that much of a pussy that you can't come up here and visit me alone. if marcus wants to come up here then he would break his plan from his so called bitch of a girlfriend that only talks to him when she wants and come up here. you don't need to be the god damn chauffeur. neither of you work, I am the one that goes to school and works...work around my schedule a bit can't ya? I haven't seen you since May...nearly two months. I admit, I miss you, with all my heart. Don't talk to me like you want to see me, then bring in the thought of another person, then tell me you can't come. It breaks my heart into pieces.