No one saw this coming...
It was positively confirmed yesterday. Twice. I'm pregnant. I'm going to have a baby. Jason and I will be parents, and I will get a great big tummy. I'm completely numb. I'm both excited and scared so my emotions cancel each other out. No, this was not a planned pregnany. But in the big scheme of things, it almost could have come at a perfect time. The one thing that does bother me is that we're not married. True, we were thinking about getting married in October already, so in essence, it's really no big deal. We've been engaged since March, we just never put the time and money into getting married. So I'm not going to worry about it anymore. If people want to think we're getting married because I'm pregnant, they can think that. But in reality, the wedding was supposed to come first.
I've also never been more financially secure than I am right now, and I most certainly have never been with someone who loves me as much as Jason does. I understand that no couple, no matter how much planning is involved could ever be ready for something so monumental. This thought definitely brings me comfort. Jason is extremely excited and has already made it abundantly clear that everything will be okay. Despite the fact that I worry enough for the both of us, I know everything will be fine. We're as ready as we'll ever be. No sense in thinking about the what if's and how we'll accomplish it. We just will.
I'm about 6 weeks along. No morning sickness, but my boobs are already bigger than they were. I honestly am not looking forward to them getting any bigger. I just went to Fredrick's on my birthday and bought four 34 DD bras, and they were NOT cheap. If I get any bigger I'm going to have to pay even MORE to keep the girls up and as much as Jason might appreciate them, I don't. Enough about boobs. I'm peeing all the time, I'm tired, and I have a headache. But sadly, that's how I feel most of the time anyway, so I can't really complain. Wonder when it'll really sink in that there's another human being growing inside of my uterus? *Sigh* I'm going to go pee.
Zabrina
I've also never been more financially secure than I am right now, and I most certainly have never been with someone who loves me as much as Jason does. I understand that no couple, no matter how much planning is involved could ever be ready for something so monumental. This thought definitely brings me comfort. Jason is extremely excited and has already made it abundantly clear that everything will be okay. Despite the fact that I worry enough for the both of us, I know everything will be fine. We're as ready as we'll ever be. No sense in thinking about the what if's and how we'll accomplish it. We just will.
I'm about 6 weeks along. No morning sickness, but my boobs are already bigger than they were. I honestly am not looking forward to them getting any bigger. I just went to Fredrick's on my birthday and bought four 34 DD bras, and they were NOT cheap. If I get any bigger I'm going to have to pay even MORE to keep the girls up and as much as Jason might appreciate them, I don't. Enough about boobs. I'm peeing all the time, I'm tired, and I have a headache. But sadly, that's how I feel most of the time anyway, so I can't really complain. Wonder when it'll really sink in that there's another human being growing inside of my uterus? *Sigh* I'm going to go pee.
Zabrina