ugh
We just had our fire alarm go off. It's the 4th time this week. It went off at 0330. Yeah for waking up at 0810 to go to work!
I've come to realize I am a complete workaholic. And I also realize i'm getting more and more obsessed with it. I do have an outlet and it's going to the gym. But that's just not enough for me right now. I have plenty of friends and don't drink much at all these days; i'm totally on a path to rebuilding and discouraging my brief period of alcoholism.
I just feel like there could be more out there for me. Well shit-- I know there is. But i'm not going to start looking for a real job til after the holidays. This time of year there is plenty of money to be made. Esp in a comfort food restaurant.
I can't sleep.
Things with Brandon. I'm not sure where they're at or what's going on.we've been unspokenly dating for about 10 months. I like him and he's one of my good friends but I really think that if we ever tried to date again, it'd be really messed up. I'm not sure why. I am quite happy being single right now and I know he is as well.so enough said?
It's nearly 0500 and those carrots and celery just wasn't enough to curb my appetite I guess. I've rediscovered this tasty fish my former roommate taught me: chilli rice. Rice + chilli + cheese+hot cock sauce = absolute heaven. I am domestic damnit! I made curry the other day and for dinner tonight i'm making fish! After going on a mini shopping spree for myself; hit up urban outfitters and then maybe buy new trainers. Mine are almost dead. Thank god I can fit into kids size. Makes it that much cheaper.
I'm really not sure why I started writing this. Sorry. I rambled.
I've come to realize I am a complete workaholic. And I also realize i'm getting more and more obsessed with it. I do have an outlet and it's going to the gym. But that's just not enough for me right now. I have plenty of friends and don't drink much at all these days; i'm totally on a path to rebuilding and discouraging my brief period of alcoholism.
I just feel like there could be more out there for me. Well shit-- I know there is. But i'm not going to start looking for a real job til after the holidays. This time of year there is plenty of money to be made. Esp in a comfort food restaurant.
I can't sleep.
Things with Brandon. I'm not sure where they're at or what's going on.we've been unspokenly dating for about 10 months. I like him and he's one of my good friends but I really think that if we ever tried to date again, it'd be really messed up. I'm not sure why. I am quite happy being single right now and I know he is as well.so enough said?
It's nearly 0500 and those carrots and celery just wasn't enough to curb my appetite I guess. I've rediscovered this tasty fish my former roommate taught me: chilli rice. Rice + chilli + cheese+hot cock sauce = absolute heaven. I am domestic damnit! I made curry the other day and for dinner tonight i'm making fish! After going on a mini shopping spree for myself; hit up urban outfitters and then maybe buy new trainers. Mine are almost dead. Thank god I can fit into kids size. Makes it that much cheaper.
I'm really not sure why I started writing this. Sorry. I rambled.