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This feeling usually disappear over time. I know my hormones are often wacky around the time of the month. But today reminded me of those times in my first half of the high school years. I am numb to the point where I want to do nothing. I can't decide which is better, reality or dreams. As of now I know my dreams are going to be terrible to the point where I want to slaughter my dream self for being so stupid. My point is that it is just so fusturating to sit and not be able to escape from this vessel for a while.
Okay, I just want to rant for a while.
Good night.
Okay, I just want to rant for a while.
Good night.