Dear me, that was unexpected
I sat down this evening to write a fest fic that I've been putting off for weeks - didn't have any inspiration, didn't like the requested pairing, blah blah blah - and three hours later I've got a finished fic of more than a thousand words. Fastest writing I've done in a long time.
This would be all hurrah and huzzah on a normal day, but the best part was that the fic has allowed me to work through a lot of issues that I'm having with my current lover about opening our relationship to other partners. We've been dancing around this for weeks and I used a fic to explore and cement my feelings on the matter. I feel soooo much better, and I hadn't even realized how much this had been weighing on me.
Anyway, my lover doesn't know I write fic, and I doubt he reads it, so now I have to figure out how to get all my points across without just handing him the story. At least I now know what I want to say.
Like I said, unexpected.
This would be all hurrah and huzzah on a normal day, but the best part was that the fic has allowed me to work through a lot of issues that I'm having with my current lover about opening our relationship to other partners. We've been dancing around this for weeks and I used a fic to explore and cement my feelings on the matter. I feel soooo much better, and I hadn't even realized how much this had been weighing on me.
Anyway, my lover doesn't know I write fic, and I doubt he reads it, so now I have to figure out how to get all my points across without just handing him the story. At least I now know what I want to say.
Like I said, unexpected.