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[kalima23]

fall
fall back
tug on heartstrings to play a song so dramatic and bittersweet
with your logic filled rationale
and emotion filled distaste.

I don't know
how to say the ways I have met my match in apathy
the wood of my bonehouse has become brick.
the windows to my soul are boarded up to disguise
the true emotions so I can play these games like
nothing phases me.

Reality will fade to fantasy intimate
tearing to fields of emotion fertilized by.... my teardrops.

I will..... fall forward now
face down six feet up in the air with
the realization of. things said misinterpreted.
lost love. lost friends. I am now nothing. I am now lost.

I will wander these skeleton filled streets
listening to songs played by the heartstring harps
made from my deceitful apathy.

missing.
waiting.
wishing.
for the phoenix of you to rise up
from the ashes of
my emotion.