Stunning revelation.
I realized today...
I haven't the foggiest idea what I want. I think I want one thing, and I behave in a manner that indicates otherwise. And while I'm open and honest about what I want.... I act differently. It doesn't change what I think, or actually want; and I usually wind up back tracking to what I want.
I fucking suck.
I'm sorry to anyone who has experienced this phenomenon from me.
You can tell me I did this to you if you want. I won't be offended.
I haven't the foggiest idea what I want. I think I want one thing, and I behave in a manner that indicates otherwise. And while I'm open and honest about what I want.... I act differently. It doesn't change what I think, or actually want; and I usually wind up back tracking to what I want.
I fucking suck.
I'm sorry to anyone who has experienced this phenomenon from me.
You can tell me I did this to you if you want. I won't be offended.