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ahhhh four months tomorrow!! that's crazy it doesnt even feel like its been that long, i feel like its bein like at the most 2 months. despite all the craziness and confusion i've had about my relationship with kentin, i know that i love him to death and he loves me too, and i guess thats all that matters right? anyways, i dont even get to see him tomorrow because he's going to youth day with mike....that crack whore...and i'll have to play in band tomorrow all by myself, the lone tenor saxophone...im not as freaked about it now as i was like three days ago, i dont know why.....anyways....he gave me his sweatshirt and said to wear it tomorrow so that in a way, he was with me...kinda cheesy, but i cant help but fall for it, im a hopeless romantic.....it stills smells like him and that just makes me miss him even more.....
<3 gayle
<3 gayle