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ok so since i've abandoned this thing for a while now, i felt bad and decided to post again....life's been.....unbearably boring. everyone says summer's supposed to be like 2 months of parties and the beach and craziness, but it's totally been a bummer so far. the highlight of my break was my cousin getting married and i got to hang out with my cousins which was so freakin awesome!!! but then less than a week later my cousin's grandma died and it was so unbearably sad. but its ok cuz she isn't in pain anymore. i spent alot of time with my cousins tho, which was freakin awesome, and i also hung out with ryzzy, knyxy, and carlo which was great. then we had that crazy fourth of july at my aunt's house. my cousin passed around the wine bottle, and it's all history from there. that was so much freakin fun...i mean come on...getting drunk with the people you grew up with?!?! what is greater than that....nothing is better than that. well, lately i've been looking for a job, but i haven't gotten one yet.....so im at home watching tv, eating, and getting fat. so seriously, if ANYONE wants to chill, totally call me, cuz i can promise you well do something, and trust me, i'm so bored, i'll do anything!
Do you have certain aspects of you life that you totally regret? like i was thinking about it, there are so many things that i wish i did, so many people i just let slip through my fingers. like how i wish i had the courage to ask Garrett to hang out, and now i'll never see him again. or how that one one party how i wish i made out with this one guy, and now he's gone forever. i even wish that i acted on my feelings when this other guy that liked me and taken our relationship further. i just wish...that things were different, i wish i had the courage to do the things i wanted to do. i wish i could turn back time and listen to my heart, and done the things i wanted to do and maybe things would be different, maybe things would've been...better.
Do you have certain aspects of you life that you totally regret? like i was thinking about it, there are so many things that i wish i did, so many people i just let slip through my fingers. like how i wish i had the courage to ask Garrett to hang out, and now i'll never see him again. or how that one one party how i wish i made out with this one guy, and now he's gone forever. i even wish that i acted on my feelings when this other guy that liked me and taken our relationship further. i just wish...that things were different, i wish i had the courage to do the things i wanted to do. i wish i could turn back time and listen to my heart, and done the things i wanted to do and maybe things would be different, maybe things would've been...better.