well
i told andrea yesterday. she got in before her desk time. it went ok. so well in fact that i came home and spent the night throwing up. i don't think i'm sick or anything its just all the stress is really starting to hit hard. i took today off from work to clean up the house a bit, clean my car and relax a bit. i slept unitl noon, checked my email and talked to mandy. so things are getting better.