Gay or just Happy?

Sep 11, 2006 04:44

Dear Diary ;p

Yesh so same shit different asshole.....
Who's in the whitehouse at the moment? An asshole
Who's your boss?
What you think of your enemy?
What do I think when I wake up?
yesh, I'd go on if I was in a shitty mood or really humorous..... I've just woken up..... yesh the insomniac sleeps!!! @@

My hearing aid is great. Im rather enjoying this "guinea pig thang".... although trucks and buses scare the hell outta mee!! But my music sounds amazing.... no more "special" headphones, no more watching a video clip and having to lipread and watch the backup dancers {if any} to pick up a beat.
How ironic that I used to be a ballerina. All I ever wanted to do was dance, dance dance!!! And I do it well, still! I'll dig up some pics when I can be arsed one day....

Yes so, I was just about to retire to my bed last night, and naturally the msn toolbar lights up like a supernova.... It's permanently orange! I guess it's because I sit back and listen, observe, allow them to finish, and not try and make myself look better than them. You know the ones that fnish off yer sentences for ya? Or you tell them , Ive been skydiving and they been skydiving more times, been diving and they have done it better.... all that shit. Those kinda people I have found are the ones that have done nothing with their lives, and so feel they have to "leach and copy from other people's experiences"...sad isn't it? Anyways, so last night, yesh, not 1 but 2 people decide they wanna "end it all".... SUICIDE, the ultimate sin. Nobody comes back from suicide,, its the cheats way out....therefore they will return as a cheat. Now there's a fine art to talking someone outta suicide, as you cannot give them too much attention, yet you cannot just get up and walk away. I carefully outline the funeral expenses, the heartache left behind, always bearing in mind of the individual and that individual's unique needs. I wont elaborate further because it is a conflict of interest and ya never know...... you may need me, and I wont let ya use this as a tool to manipulate my expert ways >:).......

Well, Im exhausted still.... the insomniac sleeps and still wakes up exhausted.... too much energy used up last night, and I have a sneaking suspicion some was stolen too..... ;p Kiki, Im gald you're still alive my mate!! No woman is worth suicide, espescially her >.<

Outty!!!
KK
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