The Livejournal is making a comeback.
Okay. So I think im going to write a long blog about whats currently going on with my life. Right now, im in a horrible mood. Im so sad that my parents wont let my hangout with Samm, my best friend in the history of best friends. I mean the past year, things have been a bit rocky between us sure, but I love her with all of my heart and always will. It makes me so sad that my parents dont want me hanging out with her.
So after work usually I come home, its about 10 at night and people wanna hangout. But I cant! Because my parents would never let me go out that late. They obviously dont trust me at all anymore. What the fuck im a kid. I need to go out and have fun. If we havent hung out this summer, im sorry I wish we couldhave but its impossible to do anything because of my parents. So dont think I dont wana hangout because thats not it at all.
And guys. Im having such trouble trusting them.. like I cant trust them at all. Idk what to think most of the time. Ive been screwed over so many times and I just wish that someone would treat me right for a change. And show it. Show it that you want to hangout, words dont do anything for me anymore. Because I cant trust certain people because of whats happened in the past. Ive forgivin, but I cant forget, and I need to know where I stand. If you want to hangout, or tell me something important, then call me. Or tell me online or whatever.Let me know who I am to you. Im sick of guessing.
Basically none of you are going to understand this shit im writing but i need to write it, to get it off my chest. Usually Id write it in my journal but im too friggin lazy to do so.I just wish I knew what to do. I wish I could understand people, and everything wasnt so confusing. I wish I went to bed without dreaming about certain people that I cant get outa my mind. So ive written like four paragraphs & i dont even know what im writing.
Im crying & like, about what? Idk. Im just sick of everything. Im stressed out. I wish I had someone to call and just tell all this to so i didnt have to turn it into a fucking myspace blog.
I just wish I knew what people think about me. It would be a lot easier than having to guess all the time. Just be completly honest. So comment this &tell me where I stand, and who I am to you. Its important to me.
Hope everyone else is havgin a good night.
This all made no sense but I just wrote what was in my head so whatever.
So after work usually I come home, its about 10 at night and people wanna hangout. But I cant! Because my parents would never let me go out that late. They obviously dont trust me at all anymore. What the fuck im a kid. I need to go out and have fun. If we havent hung out this summer, im sorry I wish we couldhave but its impossible to do anything because of my parents. So dont think I dont wana hangout because thats not it at all.
And guys. Im having such trouble trusting them.. like I cant trust them at all. Idk what to think most of the time. Ive been screwed over so many times and I just wish that someone would treat me right for a change. And show it. Show it that you want to hangout, words dont do anything for me anymore. Because I cant trust certain people because of whats happened in the past. Ive forgivin, but I cant forget, and I need to know where I stand. If you want to hangout, or tell me something important, then call me. Or tell me online or whatever.Let me know who I am to you. Im sick of guessing.
Basically none of you are going to understand this shit im writing but i need to write it, to get it off my chest. Usually Id write it in my journal but im too friggin lazy to do so.I just wish I knew what to do. I wish I could understand people, and everything wasnt so confusing. I wish I went to bed without dreaming about certain people that I cant get outa my mind. So ive written like four paragraphs & i dont even know what im writing.
Im crying & like, about what? Idk. Im just sick of everything. Im stressed out. I wish I had someone to call and just tell all this to so i didnt have to turn it into a fucking myspace blog.
I just wish I knew what people think about me. It would be a lot easier than having to guess all the time. Just be completly honest. So comment this &tell me where I stand, and who I am to you. Its important to me.
Hope everyone else is havgin a good night.
This all made no sense but I just wrote what was in my head so whatever.