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Hey,Well today hasnt been the best day. I was reading bens email and i found a letter he wrote to his mom.It was really nice then she like hates me. Everyone thinks im so immature and everything.I dont know what to do w/ mine and his relationship. I just cant be with someone whos parents like hate me. It herts so bad. I love him so much and his parents hate me. They dont even know me. they just know what ben has told them. and they know the old me. I have changed alot sence that stupid letter i wrote about a year ago that they found.I was such a fool.now im like in alot of pain beucause if i cant be with him beucase of them im going to die. I love him so much and it herts alot that i cant just be wtih him without any problems. I wish i could be like friends with his mom. And we could understand eachother or talk or somthing? But no she has to hate me. Maybe its like not even hate. its like envy. Katie is sittin here calling me I dont even feel like picking up my phone. Im really tore up about this. I better go lay down.
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