Sep 08, 2003 16:43
Hey, its monday..3 more days and ben will be home to take care of me. Im sittin here trying to study. Its not working. I have a head ach now and i need help but bens in class till 10:30 by that time ill be passed out in bed! I was asleep but then he woke me up so i cant fall back asleep.So today was bouring i guess.. Wed im going to the tanning bed with kerri..tomorw i have a foot doc appt. Thursday i have a gyno appt. o joy.. umm and i dont know wat etlz! Im all fucking craby..today just hasnt been my day at all. I miss ben like crazy. When i get all overtirred i get depressed and stat crying beucase i miss him. WoW im a moron. Anyways i got another B in math.. WOOT WOOT go me.. Im a moron!Im sopost to go get my nails dun with ashely but i dont know when.. she was telling me.. like her dad owns all these companys.. here dad has like 8 bikes.. he has a hyaboosa..and a ducati.. those are the only two i neew of.. but i was like umm ok?? wow.. lol can i live with her..anyways yea were gona get our nails dun..bleh so im going to go back and try to study..i just needed to right beucase i got nothing better to do. I miss ben like crazy:( jesus.. i better study to get things off my mind...chow:(
I miss u baby:(
mee