(Brad) to you i say

[kalidascop_eyes]

I thought that this infatuation wouldn't last
I tried to make it nonexistant or put it in the past
But just that one day I had to touch your hair
And that just made it worse and I didn't want it there
I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say
I wish I could just make this all go away
I messed this up but I just want to be a friend
But I'm afraid that I put that at an end
I don't know what exactly was going through my head
But I'm glad I had the courage to say what I had said
Iwasn't crushed or hurt and I don't really care
I don't think we would even make that good of a pair
We're just to different and I knew this all along
What bugged me the most is the way you had talked
The days after there was such sympathy but none that I did want
You said you wanted to know me, but we did not even talk
The only time I ever saw you was when I began to walk
What made me mad was you made me wait
Just to hear that you didn't want to date.
I saw you today, when you were in the car
You were right in front but you seemed so far.
You looked back at me as I looked away
I thought I was over I thought i was okay
But there is this lingering part, a part that has stayed
You were the first guy I ever asked out and i hate what it has made.