Fuuuuuccckkkk
I'm a G-D wreck. I know everything in my head is just emotional PMS shit right now, but it doesn't change the fact that I'm feeling like a fucking loser right now.
I understand that there will ALWAYS be someone that is better than me, and I'm not trying to fucking be Trump or Picasso, I'm just trying to be better than what I am now. I feel like I'm never going to get to the point where I'm like, "ok...I'm great and I'm happy with this."
Are my goals to high?
Or do I just suck?
I feel like the harder I work, the further I get behind.
I'm crazy today. I should have just stayed at work, when I'm worn out and tired, I don't have time to think about my life.
I understand that there will ALWAYS be someone that is better than me, and I'm not trying to fucking be Trump or Picasso, I'm just trying to be better than what I am now. I feel like I'm never going to get to the point where I'm like, "ok...I'm great and I'm happy with this."
Are my goals to high?
Or do I just suck?
I feel like the harder I work, the further I get behind.
I'm crazy today. I should have just stayed at work, when I'm worn out and tired, I don't have time to think about my life.