i should be sleeping
its late, and im not tired. i have a long day ahead of me tomorrow. errands to run, practice to attend, homework to complete. I don't want break to end, its been fun. I guess i didn't really do much, but at the same time i did. I went to New York for the first time in my life, and it was incredible. Im in love with city lights, and so you can only imagine my excitement, thanks guys. I got to spend time with Martha which is always good. I managed to get along with my mom for almost a day, of course it ended badly but whatever. I didnt fight with my sister, in fact we were getting along good. I had my random days where Laura and I drove around being spontaneous. She informed me of her birth in an intense, musical performance. I even liked the walk to wawa with martha and claire, it was...peaceful. Heathers bday was fun. I like being together with everyone doing something as simple as watching the OC. I think i spent 2 nights in my own bed, and ate here like once. Whatever, i dont care. they dont want me here so ill give them theyre wish. I need to stop feeling sorry for myself, i dont care what they think...none of its true. Im just living my life the way i want. I dont want to worry about things i dont need to. Oh boy...i need to be careful, its that time of the night where my thoughts run wild and i do a lot of self exploration. i should tend to my sunburn.