Art etc.
I find it harder to find inspiration to draw. Not that I have a lack of ideas, but... I don't know. Surrounded by friends that I care for dearly that don't seem interested in the brand of art I like anymore doesn't really help. I have put myself in a bit of the 'dark side' of furry art but I find it doesn't appeal to me to do so.
In the same vein, NOTHING appeals to me other than those flash in a pan drawings that 5 people look at before moving on to find something more appealing to ... uh... enjoy.
It's just a bit tiresome really. I'm burned out on art, and my skill just isn't really improving. I'm still woefully inconsistent and never seem to be able to gather the will to draw anything, even for the people I care for most unless I am suddenly hit with a wave of inspiration... such a thing is incredibly rare nowadays.
I never really went anywhere with my art, and I have a hard time seeing the value of it when no one really cares about my crappy BS art and there's nothing I wish to explore really as it relates to uh... 'dark side' stuff.
I don't know. I wish I had more fun with it. It's all fairly embarrassing and I doubt such feelings will ever go away completely. Always that lingering doubt. I still don't understand why people call me an artist, either. My art SUCKS.
In the same vein, NOTHING appeals to me other than those flash in a pan drawings that 5 people look at before moving on to find something more appealing to ... uh... enjoy.
It's just a bit tiresome really. I'm burned out on art, and my skill just isn't really improving. I'm still woefully inconsistent and never seem to be able to gather the will to draw anything, even for the people I care for most unless I am suddenly hit with a wave of inspiration... such a thing is incredibly rare nowadays.
I never really went anywhere with my art, and I have a hard time seeing the value of it when no one really cares about my crappy BS art and there's nothing I wish to explore really as it relates to uh... 'dark side' stuff.
I don't know. I wish I had more fun with it. It's all fairly embarrassing and I doubt such feelings will ever go away completely. Always that lingering doubt. I still don't understand why people call me an artist, either. My art SUCKS.